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Are you doing the inner work?
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For a few years now, I've been exercising
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slowly but surely
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increasing my
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bettering my health physical health
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fitness levels physique appearance
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Breathing all of these things I've been slowly but surely improving upon them and
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And right now I'm at a point of very good health
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But it wasn't till
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seven months ago when I discovered
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Transurfing and then that led me down a path of doing the inner work
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And I didn't realize how important every like with every passing day
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I'm realizing more and more how important the inner work is
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because
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Every single day
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my mental my
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thoughts are way
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More calm way more controlled every single day. I feel way more peace
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I feel way more calm throughout the day and I feel like I'm able to
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control not control, but I feel like I'm able to
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just exist more
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Efficiently effectively I don't know how to put it to words, but
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Especially after the after a
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Epiphany I had today so as
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You guys
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If you're new here pretty much I've been doing the gateway experience. It's a meditate. It's a guided meditation and
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It uses
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sound specific types of sounds to induce to help you
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Get higher levels of consciousness like get into deeper meditation essentially
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and I've been learning a lot about the Munro Institute, which is the
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organization that created the gateway experience and
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I've been learning a lot about the gateway experience and expanded consciousness and energy
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all this stuff
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But then there was kind of this and I was actually printing a lot of pages out and
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Then there was this like period where I just wasn't
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Reading that much about it anymore. I moved on to other things
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But today or yesterday. I actually started
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Reading them again, and I'm I hadn't even finished reading all of the pages that I printed out
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but I started
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reading them and
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pretty much I just have
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Three documents left one document is probably about like 30 pages and I haven't fit I haven't even started yet
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Another document is like five pages. So that'll be quick and then the last document is like a hundred and fifty pages
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So that one's a long one and I think the long the 150 pages one seven resonant colors is gonna be the most beneficial
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But I read the gateway experience manual like the guidebook and
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I
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Had an epiphany because I realized that this whole time of and I've been doing the gateway experience for one month
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like three days ago I moved on to
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Wave two which is focus 12
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But for the past month I've been working on focus 10 and a little bit of focus 12 but mainly focus 10 over the past
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two or three days I've been working on only focus 12, but
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That also means I was working on my focus 10 as well because you have to get into focus time to get into 12
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but pretty much this whole time I was trying to I
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Was trying and that's the thing with meditation
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You're supposed to just let it happen and it experience just enjoy the experience and you're supposed to just
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Kind of float along you're not necessarily supposed to try and make
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Trying like do things because I was always trying to I was reading about other people's experiences and they were crazy
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And so I was trying to copy those experiences or I was trying to do things
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for example one thing that I kept on trying to do was in
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induce focus 12 like I kept on trying to I
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Don't even remember what I was trying to I was trying to like expand my consciousness
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Manually or something like that like forcefully expand my consciousness
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Didn't work and I was stagnant
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So I was making progress because slowly but surely after practice like this is my this kind of the
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Epiphany that I came to as long as you just keep on practicing like I've been practicing three days or three times a day
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as long as you keep on practicing you are guaranteed to
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Make progress
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Whether it's incremental over time, but you will make progress and that's like the brute force method
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But once you and the thing is if you're just doing brute force and you're still trying to do like what I was doing for a whole month
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Of trying to force things to happen
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You're gonna make progress, but it's not gonna be as fast
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but then I came to the
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Conclusion that I was trying and that's bad like you shouldn't be trying you should just
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Relax into it and also I was trying to mimic or have expectations of what my thing with my experience
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was supposed to be like
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when in reality
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Everyone's experience is widely unique. There are some mundane experiences. There are some cosmic experiences
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And to be honest, I've had mundane experiences, but they're my experiences and
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Just today literally
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The meditation I had right before this episode. I had my first
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like good experience because I
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I treated it as just that my experience and I actually took it as it was and
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instead of trying to have an expectation or force some certain result and
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One of the things that I found I added I've added a few things to my affirmation
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So originally my affirmation that I say in the beginning of like during my preparatory process
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My affirmation is when I first started was I am more than my physical body and that was it and then of and then added
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I added things and then I eventually I added in a
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few other phrases, but the
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Important phrases are I am focused which I added because I had lost a lot of I wasn't very focused
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During my meditations. I wasn't like putting as much focus into it as I should have
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so I added that and
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Then I added in I'm a man with high standards when it comes to women because I was
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Just my brain was I was just thinking a lot about
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girls that were around me that I
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Didn't want to spend like my life with so it's a waste of time
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Like even thinking about them. So that's why I added that and then the last thing I added was I
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Hold no
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expectations for any results or outcomes for this meditation or some variation of that I wrote it down on
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While I was taking notes of on the gateway
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Manual the guidebook that I read I just finished reading it today
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I was taking notes on that and I wrote that down my affirmation. I that's basically like the
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Essence of the affirmation not exactly what I said, but
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That's it and I just said that I added that today like literally an hour ago in my meditation
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right before this episode and
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I
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Tell you this because I really think that affirmations work
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But they only work if you have the
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Honestly, I found that affirmations don't necessarily work in waking as effectively as they do when you're in a meditation
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Now let me explain. I I always used to have this one affirmation, especially when I was getting into self-improvement
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I used to look at my like self in the mirror and I used to be like man
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I'm a beast like I used to like get hype and look at myself in the mirror and say I'm a beast with the emotion and that worked
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like that definitely works because it changes like the
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mindset or the psychology but
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Pretty much I found that adding the affirmation
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Especially if especially if you come up with it yourself like I came up with this whole affirmation myself and slowly added to it over time
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once you
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Once you add it during that meditation when you're in that high energy state after having done the resident tuning and res and res energy balloon
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There's just something to it. I don't even put too much emotion in it
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but I I say it with like emphasis and
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It definitely works like I say it in my in myself in my in my brain not out loud and
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It definitely works like over time literally a short period of time
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Maybe like for less than four days of saying it every single time during my meditation
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It makes those changes and I definitely found that with the I am focused as well as I'm a man with high standards when it comes to women and
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I will let you guys know about the the next one the newest one that I added which is I
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hold no expectations for
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this
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the outcome or
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Whatever happens that pretty much that affirmation and the reason why I added that was because I was expecting things to happen
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I was expecting to have
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Similar experiences to other people when in reality
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I was just holding myself back and there was also another quote that I remember in the gateway
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Experience manual it was like the more you practice the more or the more you let go of
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expectations which allows you to
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like be more
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Like lean the more into the unknown and explore more and
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That's also why I really think that brute force practice just literally just practice constantly is good as well
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because I'm one month into the gateway experience and
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I'm just now starting to get into focus 12
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which I
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remember in the beginning when I was looking into it I
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Saw this YouTube video and I was talking about this YouTube video on the podcast when I was first looking into it
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There's this YouTube video where the guy said that he was able to achieve like focus 15 within a month and
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I thought that I was gonna be able to do that too
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Nope, definitely not and that it's that's partially why because I had expectations
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Expectations are so bad for this specific thing
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that's
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Really, it's I feel like okay. Let me explain in wave one once I got through all the exercises they had a
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Free flow 10 like free flow focus 10
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Which is basically like you they play the noises and you can do whatever you want in focus 10
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But they don't have that in wave two for focus 12 and I don't think they have that into like wave four or wave five
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for focus 12 and so I
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Am basically right now the exercise that I'm doing is the second exercise on wave two which is all about
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Problems, it's like asking a problem to your higher self and I found that that
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From what I can see is the one that he talks in the least so I just treat that as a free flow and
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I visualize my goal and
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Today I did in the first half of the meditation. I did send out a question which was
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what is my purpose and
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What is the most important piece of information?
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I need to know right now to move towards that and
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I
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Repeated that probably like 20 times and like did all the things like expanded that all out my
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Con awareness and then I released it with gratitude and
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I didn't receive an answer yet
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but I
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Don't really mind because I
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Am just continuing to do what I'm doing right now, which is podcast
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Meditate and learned that's literally all that I'm doing
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create content meditate and learn and
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And once I'm done with school, it's gonna it's gonna be so much
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more because I
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Found that during breaks from school like winter break and summer break especially I
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make so much progress and self-improvement and
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That's really like
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I'm excited because in two months. I'm out of here. I'm out of school
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for good
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But I did start reading those seven books and
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I'm not really sure if I like using that reading method which by the way the reading method is to
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Read like get seven books in front of you pick up one read into the loose focus and switch and then just keep repeating that and cycle through them all
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I'm not sure if I like it
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But I'm gonna keep trying it
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just
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Just to see
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Because I feel like one of my issues was I wasn't reading until I lose focus
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I was just reading until the chapter was over or or in this case until like the introduction was over because I barely got through the introduction on all the books
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But there was a few books that I did go
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Read a lot more which were three books are the most interesting to me right now
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Toofty the priestess dancing after the music stops and journey is out of the body
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Journey is out of the body. I read the entire like introduction
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Toofty the priestess. I read the first like three or four chapters and by the way the chapters are really short and
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I feel like Toofty the priestess is gonna be one of the most beneficial for me right now
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alongside dancing after the music stops because
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in that he talks about
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He
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He was he brings in different the same contact
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concepts as reality
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Transurfing but he phrases them differently and in my opinion, there's there's actually a different concept that he brings in
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which
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It's the same concept
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But he like frames it in a different way and he talked about waking up
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So he talked about waking up in
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Transurfing quite in depth, but he didn't explain it as well as he did in Toofty the priestess
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Which basically is you have two types of screens. So there's an inner screen and an outer screen and
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when you're like fully focus or when you're fully like
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Immersed in one of the screens. So let's say inner screen when you're fully immersed in your own thoughts
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You're immersed in the inner screen everything. That's inner like your thoughts is the inner screen
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So when you're fully immersed in thought or deep thinking then
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You're asleep and you're basically on autopilot and you're not controlling your destiny
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and he actually said that you're operating at like 10% the efficiency or
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or effectiveness as you would be if you were fully conscious and
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then
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If you are fully immersed in some external event like let's say tick tock if you're fully or even this podcast
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If you're fully immersed in this and you're not aware of your inner if of your inner like thoughts or anything inner or
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yourself then you're asleep and
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the way you wake up is to
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Straddle the line between the two and basically stay in between the two where you are
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Inwards you're focused inwards as well as outwards like your focus is in between
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in and out
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so it's
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It's kind of a weird concept to explain
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but I think he explained it very well and it brought a lot of clarity to me because I
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It's definitely
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Definitely makes sense to me now a lot more
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I always like knew like this sensation of waking up
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but I didn't really know how to explain it and he explained it perfectly in my opinion and
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Also, I realized more that I need to be waking up way more like I I kind of got complacent with waking up
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That's not acceptable at all. And so what I'm thinking is
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He actually wrote
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You need to like try to stay awake for one hour straight. I've never stayed up awake for more than like 30 minutes
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I don't think I don't think I've stayed awake for more than like 10 minutes to be honest
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So he said try and stay up for a wake for more than one hour and
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I'm gonna do that
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I'm definitely getting more until being awake because that's all about controlling your reality
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And that I think that being awake is a spiritual thing as well
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pretty much yesterday's episode was I was talking about my new phase in life, which is spirituality and
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In that episode I was talking about
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How like I'm focusing all in on my spirituality and I don't really know what spirituality means, but I'm pretty much
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meditating doing inner work like control focusing on my everything going on inside my
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like inside my head and and
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also
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Documenting the journey and
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And so pretty much everything inner work and that's another thing. I don't know. I don't remember where I read it, but
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It was somewhere that I read today. I believe I
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Don't know it was either one of the books or the gateway guidebook, but I read that
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What did I read I
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Don't I just completely blanked
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Oh, yeah, no one can see
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No one can see you doing the inner work like no one knows that you're doing it
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whereas doing the physical work like go into the gym people see that and
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People can actually see the results of you doing the physical work like getting a better appearance
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Like a better physique getting stronger all of this stuff people can see the results as well as the process
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But the inner work is entirely private like you are the only person
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This is something I read about spirituality. You are the sole
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Experimenter as well as observer like you are the only one who can experiment or observe on your
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like personal discovery
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Self-discovery journey and spirituality journey
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So no one knows like obviously people know because I talk like obviously you guys know that I'm on
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I'm doing the inner work because I'm telling you but you guys can't see me doing the inner work and
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I don't tell I don't tell people like at school. I
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Don't tell I don't like talk about it at school
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No one knows like in real in my real life. No one knows that I do the inner work
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So let's look in that context. No one can see me doing the inner work and
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No one can really see the results like no one can see that I am
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My thoughts are more controlled than they were a month ago. No one can see that. It's all me
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I'm the sole experimenter as well as observer
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but
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What they can see are the results and let me explain not necessarily the direct results but the indirect results because
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Soon I'm gonna be like
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Exploding in my product like progress my journey as a human like I'm gonna be exploding in
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financial wealth
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physical health
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Spiritual wealth all of this stuff. I'm gonna be exploding and it's because I did the inner work. So I have a prediction that
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When you do the inner work after a little bit and once you reach a certain point then you'll reach like
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The inner work will be evident
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Based off of your achievements
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So let me give you let me tell a story. This is a story that I made up. It's just a generic story
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Just to explain my point. So let's say there's this 20. There's this man
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Who is working a job?
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Average American citizen working a full-time job and then he
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He doesn't really have much going on in his life
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But he decides to start doing the inner work and he starts controlling his thoughts. He starts meditating
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He starts doing all this stuff inner all this inner work and
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He gets to the point
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Where he is able to stay awake for a very long time. He's
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Able to get deep into meditation
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He's able to do all this stuff now. No one can see any of that like to other people. He is still in the same exact spot
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But then now with this newfound
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Like ability so I want to go back to what I read in Toofty the Priestess where when you're asleep
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You're operating at like 10% effectiveness
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But when you're awake you're at like a hundred or 95% effectiveness
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And so he's doing the inner work so instead of him operating at 10% effectiveness now
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He's operating at 90 95 100% effectiveness
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And so as a result now he's gonna start making big changes in his physical so now people are gonna be seeing like
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The results of that but they're not necessarily gonna know that it's because of the inner work
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They're not necessarily gonna know that he's able to achieve all of this and able to get more effective at this because he did the inner work
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They're just gonna see oh this guy did the like physical work. He this guy either got lucky or
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this guy
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Just got successful. They're just gonna see the physical
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Outcomes of it. They're gonna see that he became a millionaire. They're gonna see he quit his job now. He's financially free
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And this was his plan all along he wanted to be financially free. He didn't want to be in this miserable existence anymore
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So he quit his so he started by doing the inner work and
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Yes while he was doing the inner work he was working on his business on the side
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But it didn't really start to take off until he reached a certain point on his inner work
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Because there's another quote that I heard somewhere where
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Entrepreneurship is like the
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What's the word?
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It's the like the deepest truest form of self-improvement and self-development because the amount of inner work that he's doing
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The amount of inner work that is required to build a successful business is immense
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Like you have to do a lot of inner work
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and
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so that's also why I think that
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if you were to take
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already successful entrepreneur and
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Have them swap roles with me like fit like let's no not even swap
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Let's just have a successful entrepreneur start from scratch if they would and if I were to start from scratch as well
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They would achieve success way quicker than I would simply because they've already done the inner work
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So they're already operating at like a hundred percent effectiveness
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whereas I'm still at like
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50 I don't know I don't know what percent but I definitely am like higher than 10% now
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So that's why I'm really focusing on this inner work and I I'm really like dialing in on it because I know that this is what it's gonna get me there and
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Honestly, I don't even know what else. I feel like this is another reason why this is the right way forward because I don't know what else to do
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Like the path is so clear. All I have to do is just keep moving forward in this current direction
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and podcast like post content daily
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Study and meditate
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Like that is
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Like before when I was first getting into business. There was so many different like
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things or like routes that popped up left and right as I was reading books on business like
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Originally, I wanted to learn how to code then I wanted to learn how to build funnels and then I wanted to
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Like and then I wanted to do specific different businesses like acne and then I wanted to do
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Like other things like so many I was bouncing back and forth between paths
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But now I'm like dialed in I'm aware of all these other paths, but they don't seem as like
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As optimal as this path
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So I think that's why I'm on the right path because all the other paths are kind of just
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Not relevant to like they don't seem the right way forward like this path I
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Genuinely see this path is like the only way forward right now or not just not the only way forward but
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the right way forward or the way forward because I
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hadn't even thought of it like I hadn't even thought of the fact that
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This is I'm going this way because
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This is the way that I see as best
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And that's really what transfer finance you just place one foot in front of the other and then the path becomes clear eventually
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Does it I don't know but pretty much like right now. I don't know what's gonna happen in like a couple days. I
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don't know if any new thing is gonna pop up but
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Right now the path just seems so clear. I just have to keep recording keep building content every day
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that will improve my skill as well as
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Give me enough time to gather more audience and find my voice
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So that's that and then just do the inner work spiritual growth
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Study the books and just keep sharing what I'm learning along the way like this whole episode
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I just spent sharing all the things I learned so far today
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Which honestly, I'm gonna be honest right before this episode
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I was like I just got finished meditating and I knew that I had to record right after the meditation
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So right when I got out of the meditation. I was like
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Putting the blanket away in my closet putting the pillow away and then I was thinking like what am I gonna talk about today?
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Like maybe I should just skip today
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Maybe I should not record today
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And there was even this one thought that popped up in my head like maybe I should just sit here and do nothing and
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Record one hour of blank like just a silent one hour recording and post it
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But they're like that's such a stupid thought and like I instantly like dismissed it
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all of those thoughts and then I
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Just came down here and just figured it out along the way
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I wrote down a few notes because I came down here and I was like what am I gonna talk about and I remember that I
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Started like taking notes every day like
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writing little notes every day
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just
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improve the quality and not avoid like
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moments of silence and
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Then I started writing the notes and I haven't even talked about a
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few of the things on the notes
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Because I've just gotten into the flow so I didn't really need to but
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Like those like those thoughts were all the resistance like Russell Brunson talked about the resistance
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Which is basically all negative thoughts that try and stop you
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Like that's all negative thoughts
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Like I did like there was a feeling that I didn't even want to record
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But now that I'm recording. I just like it's all like on now that I take action. It's all gone
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and
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There's this also another thing
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so
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another reason why I know I'm on the right path is because
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I'm not like struggling to do things
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So I remember when I was like first adding things into my routine
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I would have to like use a lot of discipline and willpower to kind of get consistent at it or
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even stay consistent
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But now my daily routine I just do it fluid fluidly and flow flow
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low I
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Just do it fluidly and I just keep moving forward with my daily routine. I do the same exact thing every day at
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the same times every day and
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I'm I also have spent a lot of time meditating like when I was first getting into
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Meditation like consistently like seriously consistently
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like 70 minutes a day I would do over two
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Meditation sessions so 30 minutes in the morning or 40 minutes in the morning and 30 in the afternoon
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Like right before I went to bed. I
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Would do that and it would just be like me just sitting there blankly and I didn't really I
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Always kind of there was times where I actually would cut it short for like weeks. I would literally just cut it like 10 minute short
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But now I'm literally just sitting in the meditation the entire time now
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Yes, the gateway experience has helped because now I'm semi entertained the whole time by hearing the speaking
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but that's not necessarily true because
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The speaking is only at certain points like it's not he doesn't speak the whole time
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There's long moments of silence and
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I'm entertained now because I actually know what to do like whereas before I was simply just sitting in silence and boredom
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Just focusing on my breath trying to keep my thoughts empty
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but now I actually have purpose in my meditation which I think is so valuable and
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And looking in hindsight, I actually think that the before it was valuable also
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But it was just harder because it's boring
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What that's why it's valuable like don't discount regular plan on meditation with no
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like breath work or
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exercises
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Because boredom is good like you need to be bored sometimes
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and
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But these new meditations, I'm always like doings. I'm always like I always have something that I could do in my head
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And it's something that I'm working towards whereas the normal meditation
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I didn't really feel like I was working towards anything simply just clearing my mind. It's just like being present
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But now I feel like I'm working towards something with every single
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action that I do in the meditation like
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from the
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Second that I start the energy conversion box. I know that that is helping me with inner work
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Extremely because I've proved it with I am focused affirmation as well as I'm a man who has high standards when it comes to women
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affirmation and I'm proving it with this third one, which is I
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Don't hold any expectations
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with the results of this meditation
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So that first one I already know that I'm working towards something like it has a purpose and it's definitely helping me with inner work
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And then the second one resonant tuning like I know that it's helping me because energy like I definitely can tell
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That energy actually is a thing like free energy cosmic energy
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I definitely can tell it's a thing first of all because I can literally feel it even right now. I don't feel like on a normal
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Basis when I'm not thinking about it, but right now I can like hold up my hand and feel like the energy and then
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Also, especially once I get into focus 10 and focus 12 I can definitely feel that energy and it's actually it feels amazing
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And my energy levels are definitely increasing. I feel like now it's very slow
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So I can't really tell if it's increasing
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But I feel like if you were to compare me right now to me three months ago
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I definitely would have higher energy now
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and
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Then the third one resident energy balloon. It's like it's it's it's resonant tuning on steroids
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It's literally just constantly flowing the energy
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constant flow of energy that is where I really feel the energy and actually I started
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Doing the resident energy like usually you just do the resident energy balloon during your preparatory process while you're just a normal consciousness
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Conscious one is what it's called or focus one
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But I actually after reading the gateway manual just earlier today
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I started doing the resident energy balloon during focus 10 and focus 12 and it's like
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Resonant energy balloon you can feel it in conscious one
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Yeah, I just did it right now, but you can feel it in conscious one like in your waking reality
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You can feel it
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But it is like that on
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steroids like literally
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So much more powerful in focus 10 and then even more powerful in focus 12. It's actually so awesome and
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I started doing that and it's I definitely feel like that it's good and
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Then the affirmation
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The affirmation oh
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Wait, I said the affirmation was the first thing the energy conversion box was the first thing
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Which I put all of the things in and that is work similar to affirmation in the sense where it like
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clears out like helps clean up my inner
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like my mind and
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All that stuff and it makes changes in me and
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Then focus 10 helps me get into deep relaxation
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and
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That's another thing I when I first
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Started getting into focus 10. I was doing it throughout the day at school
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Like I would literally there was one time where I was sitting in the auditorium for a field trip and I was I literally just put my I
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I practiced the focus 10 and put my hands and like I've put my hands to sleep or like put them into focus 10 and
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I
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Stopped that and then I was reminded that that's a thing that you can do
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during your day and
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So that's what I'm starting to do now. I started to do it today during school
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So that's good focus 10 definitely helps make changes in you as well as it gives me a
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Playground to visualize which is so huge. That's actually the reason why I got into the gateway experience
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like
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Yes, the gateway experience like intrigued me
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But the main reason why I wanted to get into the gateway experience was because I had just I was breeding
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Transurfing and I realized that I needed to visualize literally like 30 minutes a day and that was like a
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foundational piece it was a core
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Heller of found a of
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Transurfing
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Yet I wasn't doing it and I actually have a hard time like I I'm not a visualizer
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I don't have like an imagery sense like I can't visualize during my waking and
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So that's why I wanted to get in the gateway experience because I heard that
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You can actually visualize in the gateway experience
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Which is true like I definitely found that my visualization is way stronger in
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The especially in focus 12 today was the deepest focus like the strongest focus 12. I've had so far I
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Still can't see the pictures vividly, but it's getting clearer like it's definitely getting more clear
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Which is really cool to see
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and
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So I'm definitely able to visualize a lot better
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And that's exactly what like why I did it
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Plus it's a dedicated position in my routine where I have three times per day where I'm
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guaranteed a
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timeframe to visualize which I always do and
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Also one benefit that I didn't realize until after I started doing the gateway experience like just recently I realized that
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Your visualization is way more powerful
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in
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meditation
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especially after you've like done resident energy balloon and especially after you're in focus 10 higher
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States of consciousness expanded consciousness like in focus 12 when you're in those high energy states
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That's when you're like high energy like right now. I'm in a my normal waking state
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So all the energy that I'm receiving is just normal, but when you're in that meditation, you're in a high energy state
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so it's like it's like
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Your energy that you're sending out like your thought energy is way more powerful in the meditation
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So that's why I feel like it's extremely good as well for that case
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Plus I'm not I never really was much of a daydreamer like I never really
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Imagined or visualized things throughout the day
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which is why I feel like it was so difficult for me to
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Visualize in the first place for trans surfing so that's why I'm really glad I got into the
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gateway experience and
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I'd been doing this for a month and this whole month. I definitely found benefit like even from when I started benefits
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But right now is where I'm starting to get
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To get the fruits of my labor because now is when I'm starting to get into focus 12 because when I first started
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Yes, I was spending a lot of time on focus 10, but ultimately my real
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Goal was to get into focus 12 because that's when you can start that's where I heard that you could start actually visualizing
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But then my goal changed to focus 15 because
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That's where visualization is even more powerful and they have a thing called patterning
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Which is basically just visualization and they have it in focus 12 as well as their focus 15 tape
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but I
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Wanted you you're supposed to do it all in order and I don't think that focus 15 is I think that focus 15 is not until like
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wave six or seven
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Or like way later like it's not in wave three or four. I don't think because I was looking at the I
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Was looking at the I read the whole guidebook
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Which is like wave one through five or wave one through four?
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I don't remember all the number of the numbers. They just said like discovery threshold freedom. I
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Don't remember the other ones, but they just had the name
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So they didn't say the numbers and I was looking through and you can see like they say focus 10 like 10 with the numerical
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10 like 1 0 and they say focus 12 numerical 1 2
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So I was like scanning the rest
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Are scanning through the last
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Parts that I didn't really read because they were the next waves that I wasn't
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Doing until like I probably won't do them for a little bit till I get money
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Cuz and they didn't say anything about 15 like I didn't see any focus 15 and
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Actually in the Q&A they said when there was a question because this was this guidebook manual was like released a long time ago
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It was probably in like the 80s or 90s
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and so there was in the Q&A session it
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It said there was one question that asked when are you gonna release focus 15 and 21 and
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They said they're not releasing it
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But they have released it spoil earlier
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But I just haven't gotten it
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But right now I'm just focused on focus 12 because
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I
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Originally my intention like my reasoning originally for getting the gateway experience
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Was solely for visualization, but now I see it as way more valuable than that
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And now I want to explore like my consciousness and I want to explore further
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I don't want to experience what all of these people are talking about like this one like there's so many cool
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Stories and the experiences that people had that I want to experience for myself as well
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Which is another expectation. I just became conscious of that, but I want to experience my own journey pretty much and
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That's why now I'm not really I still am visualizing in the gateway experience, but I'm just not
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like that's not my priority anymore because I
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Want to gain I want to
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I want to experience all this I want to explore and I really feel like the value because
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similar to me podcasting I
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I'm finding so much more the actual real value from me podcasting my original intention for podcasting was to never have to
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Worry about money again. It was a means for my business
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But now I realized that the value really comes from finding your voice and
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all that stuff and
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that's similar that to
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The gateway experience my original intention was just to visualize which the reason why I visualize is so I can get the
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actual
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result of me actually getting to my goal
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But now I realized that
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The real benefit comes from the journey it comes from me
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Me constantly working on myself me transforming myself, which is another concept that I learned about in expert secrets the
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In a story like the hero goes through two journeys. I forgot what the first one was called, but it's basically like the journey of
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achievement which is like
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Imagine you're trying to become a millionaire you try to become a millionaire and
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You like your journey of achievement is the journey to get a million dollars
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But then you go through a second journey, which is the journey of transformation, which is the real journey
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And it's the transformation that the hero goes through along the way towards his goal
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And that's what happened for me with the podcast my hero of my journey of achievement is
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is financial freedom which I haven't even achieved yet. I'm still on the journey and
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But the real transformation is happening every day and the transformation is what is the real valuable part to it?
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And I was just talking to my dad earlier
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today where I
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Was saying that if two if one millionaire already a millionaire
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Had to start from scratch and I had to start from scratch and we raced to become millionaires
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They would destroy me they would beat me so quick because they did the inner work and they've already gone through the the journey of
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Transformation so now I still have to go through the journey of transformation
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But they have already done it so they're starting with a much better baseline
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So now they can actually simply just get the journey of a cheap now
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Yes, there still may be a journey of transformation is just not as profound as the first time
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And that's why it's so much easier to get your second million dollars than your first and
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So I'm actually really starting to see that in a lot of things like
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I'm looking for a destination. I'm looking for a result, but the real benefit is
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the transformation like in my slide I actually have
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me
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doing like
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My slide has a lot of things but essentially I realized that I
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That's like the end result and I actually am not at that point yet and I have to like transform to get there
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There's a lot of things that
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I'm doing in the slide that I'm not able to do right now. For example in my slide. I like actually
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Visualize me at the beach
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Getting to like focus 21 or getting very deep into visualizations or
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Not visualizations
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meditations
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So I that requires a journey of transformation just to achieve that result
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So that's why I really think the journey of transformation is extremely important and extremely valuable
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And
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like
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Yeah, honestly, I wrote down a bunch of notes in my notebook and
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I was talking about how I hadn't even said anything on it
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But I actually talked about everything on that
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I was expecting to see some notes that I can talk about but I've already talked about all the things I wrote down
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So that's that brings me to this one thing this one thing that I do all the time in my
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videos is
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After like all of my podcasts like none of them are really scripted just recently I started doing the
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notes and I started writing like general
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Structuring out like general ideas to talk about
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but when I run out I have to start thinking of something random and
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When in a case where I'm actually not I
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Don't know why I'm not focused the cameras not focused on me
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Okay, but in a case where I'm not
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What's the word where I can't think of anything I was just get my water and I drink water
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So I'm gonna do that right now. Let me get some water
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There's one thing that I
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Sat down this morning the first time I sat down to read these books the moment that I've been waiting for for literally a month
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The seven books that I'm reading right now journey out of bodies toofty the priestess dancing for the music stops the Egypt code die wise come of age and
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What's the last one a scent of humanity?
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All of these books I've been waiting for literally like a year not a year a month to read and to get into
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maybe even longer than that and
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I
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Sat down this morning and I couldn't even get through
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Some of them. I just thought I was just bored even though I knew there was so much into them and
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There was three that like I said earlier. There was three books that I really wanted to read like journey out of the bodies
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toofty the priestess and
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dancing after music stops those are the three books that
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I'm really interested right now and
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The issue with me studying this morning
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Which is another reason why I think I might not do the seven books method is because I
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I read barely any of all the other books just a few pages, but then I read a lot of
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Like I spent way more time on reading the three books. I'm interested in right now
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Which is why I think that it would be better if I simply just chose one and just stuck with it because then I wouldn't have the
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excuse to move on to the next one like
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Die wise is the first one of the books that I wasn't that I didn't I
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like
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sat down to read and I just couldn't get myself to read it and
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So I use the excuse to move on to the next one and
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I did the same thing with the next one and the next one
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Which is why I think that
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that
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Seven reading that seven book method has its downfalls, but maybe I'm not even doing it the right way. I
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Don't know. Maybe I should just read one book at a time
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but I don't know and also I want to talk about money because I
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Realize that I haven't really been thinking about money too much, but I'm kind of like in a position where I don't have any money
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and I also want to kind of
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move forward with my
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With things like once I get like right now. I'm nowhere near
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What where I want to be with focus 12 before I move on to a wave 3 of the gateway experience
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but let's say I were to
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Want to move on a wave 3 I wouldn't have the money to actually buy it because it's it's pretty expensive
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It's like a hundred ten dollars for every wave
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So I wouldn't be able to buy it
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There's some things that want like honestly there I I'm getting through right now
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Like like I said the only three things I'm focusing on our meditation
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studying and
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Concentration which are all three things that are basically free other than buy new books and paying for the membership for my editing software
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as well as
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RSS like podcasting software
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So those are basically free
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So I'm in a situation where I'm not really I don't really have any desire or I do have a desire to buy more things
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But I don't really need to buy any more things
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so I'm in a situation where I'm like
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held back by money because I only have like hundred bucks in my bank account and I can't really spend it because
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I need to have the money to be able to buy
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Like pay for the membership like the softwares
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And then
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But it's also like I don't really
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Honestly, I don't even know what I buy. I don't know never mind
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But I really think that I want to talk about dancing if the music stops that is probably one of my favorite books right now that I'm reading of the seven
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and the reason I'm reading the seven is because I'm not really sure what I'm reading
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and the reason why is because
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He's talking in such a way that really resonates with me like he is talking about how
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the children of the light and I
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Don't know there. It's just the type of book that I really am interested in right now because it's a he said a spirituality
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handbook it's basically a guidebook for it's like a manual on how to go out go about life and
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I don't know. Okay. I don't know why my webcam is not focusing this whole time. Oh
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There we go just like that
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But honestly, I'm really I'm really excited for
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There's many things I'm looking forward to like throughout time like when I was in the gym first getting into the gym
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I was really excited to see my progress
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Now, yeah, I'm excited to see my progress, but I don't even think about my progress anymore at the gym
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I'm gonna be honest. I'm still making progress like my physique is still
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Making progress and it looks really good, but I'm not even thinking about it
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And then there's but right now when I'm thinking about like the other day
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I was thinking about reading a lot and I still am thinking about it, but it's kind of like 20% of my
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excitement for the future growth, but really what right now what my real excitement is is meditation and
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a cut like a couple months ago my real excitement was
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Podcasts and right now. I'm not really thinking too much about the podcast because I know this is a long game and
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Similar to my physique. It's it takes a long. It's like a slow
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build
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Like I'm not even at 1000 downloads yet. I'm at like 810 or something like that. I have like six subscribers
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Which is funny because in the beginning of September last month I
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had
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like seven subscribers and then at the whole month I had only six and then I
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I right at the end of the month I jumped up to seven so my graph for the month of September said seven subscribers or seven followers or
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Whatever the word is a rolling average subscribers or followers, which is a stat that rss.com like
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kind of made up to symbolize a
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Generic number like it's not completely accurate, but it's kind of accurate
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And so I had like seven at the end of the semester or
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semester month and
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The similar thing is happening right now it dropped down to six
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Like it was at seven in the beginning of October and now it's been at six
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so it's funny because
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but I still am growing on my
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views
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Because it says like past 30 days download like downloads in the past 30 days and it's up like 60%
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From the past 30 day session, which is good
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So it's like a slow growth and I predict that at some point there's gonna be like big bounces and big spikes because
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There's this one thing that I made the declaration that I was gonna do which is go on guest shows like be a guest speaker on a
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Other shows to try and get some more organic traffic onto mine
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So after times is doing that then that will give me a big spike of like audience
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So right now I think the organic kind of method is a very long game because that's all I'm doing just the podcast as well as
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Couple weeks ago. I started tiktoks. I started posting tiktoks and shorts every single day. I post three every day
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and
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Those lately on the tiktok. I've been getting
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250 like around 200 views per
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episode
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So or per
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tiktok
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So that's that's good
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I think especially for beginning as because I feel like I was talking to my friend when we first get in and into tiktoks
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It's one skill set. I'm finding my voice in
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In podcasting it's one thing to be able to talk for one hour and find your voice and
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Talk like do all that but it's a completely different thing to find your voice in tiktoks
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Like one minute and consolidate your point to like one minute videos or less than a minute
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So I think that I'm making growth on that as well
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So I think it's really beneficial even though I'm only spending like five minutes a day
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Recording and I don't even edit those tiktoks right now at the moment. I'm not editing them because it's too much
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To be honest, it's too much time that I I don't want to be spending on that
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Even though I could just pop it into an editing AI editing software which
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video.ai is one of the things that I was using before but
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I'm using that as an excuse not to create high quality and
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It's definitely gonna change. I definitely plan on editing in the future, but for the time being I'm just
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Gonna focus I'm focusing on my priorities
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Like I don't want to spend too much time because even after this episode. I'm going straight up
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I'm not even gonna be able to edit this episode today
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Maybe I will but
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There's things that you have to prioritize but in two months
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I'm really excited for two months because one I'm gonna already have so much more growth on my channel as well as my
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current like I'll have
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Okay, the reason why I'm so excited for
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the end of school for me in two months is
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One I'm gonna have an influx of time
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But that's not even like the most exciting part the most exciting part is to set myself up for that like
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Yes, it'd be amazing to have that time right now and I would prefer to have that time right now, but I
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Have this opportunity to grow so much and literally just get prepare myself
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so much like get
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More viewers or just open a bunch more
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Open up a bunch more
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possibilities
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Like find my voice more
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Get better at podcasting get better at shorts get better at
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meditating
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Like get like I'll do the inner work for two more months. So I'll like literally my character might
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Me is gonna grow so much over these next two months
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And then by the time I have all this time now, I'm gonna have even more time to grow
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So I'm gonna grow even more exponentially, but then I'll have so much more time now. I can start doing a lot more
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and
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Plus I was doing the math and I think I'm in two months. I'm gonna be at like
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Is it episode 150 I think I'm gonna be at like episode 150
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When I graduate around there, I don't know the and actually I wrote that in my journal last night
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I I need to figure out the actual day that I am done like the last day of my finals and
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And I'll figure out what episode I'll be on in two months because that's gonna be awesome
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Episode 150 out of school
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It's like setting myself up exactly perfect timing
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But that's the end of the episode. So it's to wrap things up
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Don't forget to download your favorite episodes and subscribe to the ascend momentum show
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