92. Time to Lock Into Spirituality

1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 Are you a student? 2 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:04,160 Are you part of? 3 00:00:05,100 --> 00:00:10,760 Western civilizations system their school system the factory 4 00:00:12,640 --> 00:00:16,840 Well, if you are so am I I am a senior and 5 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:21,720 I'm just starting to learn about how it's a 6 00:00:21,720 --> 00:00:29,340 Complete system designed to turn you into a drone turn you into a mindless zombie 7 00:00:29,840 --> 00:00:32,780 That's obedient. That will be a good citizen a 8 00:00:33,840 --> 00:00:36,040 Good citizen to support the whole 9 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:39,320 It will put you in debt 10 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:44,120 Get you a job that will barely pay any bills 11 00:00:45,440 --> 00:00:47,440 and 12 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:49,440 What's more is that? 13 00:00:49,440 --> 00:00:53,040 I'm learning all about this stuff right now and I 14 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:57,920 Have a feeling that big things are gonna be happening soon 15 00:00:59,440 --> 00:01:01,440 Right now more than ever 16 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:06,560 We need to be going down a spiritual journey. We need we all need to start going down 17 00:01:07,520 --> 00:01:11,200 our own journey through spirituality because I 18 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:13,600 Know that 19 00:01:13,600 --> 00:01:18,440 Big big changes are coming soon in the world and life as we know it 20 00:01:18,440 --> 00:01:20,000 I 21 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:27,680 Have a feeling that people are starting to learn about this truth. I am no I'm not the first 22 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:31,480 There's been many before me and there's many to come and 23 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:35,000 Actually, I 24 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:37,320 Saw a video I 25 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:45,080 Was just on YouTube to check I was trying to check something. I was just being I was just being dumb 26 00:01:45,680 --> 00:01:47,680 So I was on YouTube 27 00:01:47,680 --> 00:01:55,560 just before this and there was an ad that popped up a video ad and it was Imam Ghatzi and I was intrigued because I 28 00:01:56,560 --> 00:02:02,480 hadn't watched Imam Ghatzi since literally I saw that one TikTok 29 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:07,560 That one of his fan accounts made of him 30 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:11,120 Saying to read reality Transurfing 31 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:18,040 So I hadn't watched him in a long time and the reason why I was on YouTube was because I was gonna check 32 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:24,040 Hamza's channel to see if he does long form videos 33 00:02:24,680 --> 00:02:27,240 like one hour long videos and 34 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:33,320 So I clicked on his most recent video and an ad popped up of Imam Ghatzi saying 35 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:37,160 something about saying all about all of this stuff about 36 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:40,960 like there's a whole system designed against you and 37 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:45,040 The school system 38 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:50,880 All this stuff and he brought up this one thing of the Greeks 39 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:53,880 the ancient Greeks 40 00:02:54,360 --> 00:02:56,360 kind of 41 00:02:56,640 --> 00:02:58,640 algorithm or 42 00:02:58,680 --> 00:03:03,720 Principles there he said there's five principles that the ancient Greeks used 43 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:08,320 that lead to success and Aristotle did it 44 00:03:09,080 --> 00:03:11,360 Alexander the Great did it 45 00:03:12,040 --> 00:03:14,040 They became great 46 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:15,400 and 47 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:16,960 this whole 48 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:18,960 like ad was 49 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:21,880 Just so he can get people 50 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:29,880 Into this live event kind of thing and it's a free it's basically a free webinar is what I saw as 51 00:03:29,880 --> 00:03:33,480 and I predict he's gonna be selling a course or 52 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:36,360 something on it because I 53 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:39,320 Notice that he was following 54 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:43,160 like everything that I learned from Russell Brunson 55 00:03:44,280 --> 00:03:47,600 his advertisement led into a 56 00:03:49,240 --> 00:03:52,640 funnel which was just a 57 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:55,800 opt-in page and 58 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:59,600 Then once you opted in it led you to a thank you page 59 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:05,520 With a video on it that had you go further down and join a 60 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:08,280 What's app group and all that? 61 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:10,240 and 62 00:04:10,240 --> 00:04:15,480 So I assume that he's gonna be selling something on the event and I did sign up for the event 63 00:04:15,480 --> 00:04:17,680 But I'm not sure if I'll actually watch it 64 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:22,600 But the interesting thing is that 65 00:04:22,600 --> 00:04:28,360 that popped up like he's doing that right now and I'm just learning about this stuff 66 00:04:29,040 --> 00:04:31,040 I'm just starting to learn about 67 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:35,480 how the school system is rigged against us and I'm starting to learn about how 68 00:04:36,120 --> 00:04:42,680 The school system is so rigged and it's been indoctrinating us. It's been brainwashing our minds for 69 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:45,400 Ever since we started going 70 00:04:45,520 --> 00:04:50,720 There's many different. There's a few things that I kind of came to awareness of 71 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:52,720 That it's doing to us 72 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:58,300 First of all, it's implanting in us a fear of death 73 00:04:59,320 --> 00:05:01,320 This is Western civilization 74 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:09,080 Western culture we have a fear of death like it's not considered like a normal natural thing. It's considered like a disease 75 00:05:10,240 --> 00:05:15,920 And I was talking my friend about that today and he had read a lot about stoicism 76 00:05:15,920 --> 00:05:20,680 And he actually said that the Stoics did not fear death and 77 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:29,280 Then when you're fearing death, you're not really living you can't live until you're you accept death 78 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:36,720 So fear of death is one of the biggest things that 79 00:05:38,360 --> 00:05:40,880 We have to get over as 80 00:05:41,960 --> 00:05:43,640 individuals 81 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:44,720 because 82 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:52,480 This the society we live in has basically implanted that into us and as a result we're much less 83 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:59,280 Lively we're much we don't enjoy life. We don't live life nearly as much because all 84 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:02,440 fears that we have 85 00:06:02,720 --> 00:06:06,760 stem from one root fear and that is the fear of death 86 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:10,040 Every single fear you have fear of spiders 87 00:06:10,600 --> 00:06:13,000 fear of losing your job fear of 88 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:15,000 the unknown everything 89 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:17,880 Stems from the fear of death 90 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:23,520 And so it just makes sense that and people are 91 00:06:24,440 --> 00:06:33,520 Paralyzed in fear like people tend to be trapped by fear like they try to stay in their comfortable job because they're afraid 92 00:06:35,240 --> 00:06:37,720 And so fear is a very powerful 93 00:06:37,720 --> 00:06:42,320 powerful tool to use to keep an individual 94 00:06:42,960 --> 00:06:45,400 in their place and to prevent them from 95 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:55,440 Going and achieving greatness achieving success in their own individual life fear is a great tool to basically motivate a 96 00:06:56,400 --> 00:07:02,440 citizen to stay a part of the machine stay a cog in the greater hole to 97 00:07:03,760 --> 00:07:05,400 maintain 98 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:08,160 the whole vehicle because if 99 00:07:08,920 --> 00:07:16,360 Everyone was just going on going off to greatness and being successful going down a spiritual journey just going for their own 100 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,120 virtues 101 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:24,280 Well, then the societies we know it would not be nearly the same it would actually not 102 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:28,760 Probably not exist as it is right now in this current state 103 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:30,960 and 104 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:32,960 so in order for our 105 00:07:32,960 --> 00:07:38,200 System that we're basically living in to even survive 106 00:07:39,560 --> 00:07:41,560 It needs to 107 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:43,920 put in some 108 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:50,440 things into place in order to keep its citizens as just that citizens and 109 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:57,920 One of the things is the fear of death because like I said the fear of death is basically the root cause to all other fears 110 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:02,840 It's that one big domino in Russell Brunson's book expert secrets 111 00:08:02,840 --> 00:08:08,240 He talks about the one big domino that you have to topple in order to believe 112 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:16,200 So basically if you're trying to convince someone of Christianity the one big domino that you have to the one big false belief 113 00:08:16,360 --> 00:08:22,520 You have to help them overcome is the Bible if you can get them to believe in the Bible then they'll 114 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:24,800 believe in Christianity 115 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:29,600 That's the one thing and so for me. I see 116 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:34,480 like escaping from society or at least 117 00:08:35,720 --> 00:08:37,720 educating myself and 118 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:40,720 basically freeing myself from this 119 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:44,920 Mental prison physical prison all this stuff 120 00:08:45,440 --> 00:08:51,680 There are a few big dominoes that I have to topple a few limiting beliefs that I have to topple into my mind 121 00:08:51,680 --> 00:08:55,040 Like the inner and I do this through the inner work and 122 00:08:55,640 --> 00:08:59,720 I see one of the big dominoes probably one of the bigger dominoes is 123 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:03,200 The fear of death 124 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:09,200 Which is why I'm after I'm done with the book that I'm on right now dancing after the music stops 125 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:11,800 Which I'm almost I'm over halfway done with it 126 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:15,880 Once I'm done with that book the next book I'm gonna be reading is die wise 127 00:09:16,560 --> 00:09:21,320 Which I have a prediction. I haven't read like much of it 128 00:09:21,320 --> 00:09:23,320 I just read like the forward 129 00:09:23,320 --> 00:09:25,320 but I have a prediction that 130 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:28,240 that book will actually 131 00:09:29,080 --> 00:09:34,240 help to shed some light on the fear of death and it helped to 132 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:40,700 Give me some insight on how I can actually go about fixing myself because 133 00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:44,040 The way I see it so 134 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:48,080 Right now I have a core three which are the three things that I'm 135 00:09:48,080 --> 00:09:53,480 I'm focusing on in my life the only three things that I'm really paying much attention or 136 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:56,120 the only three things that I 137 00:09:57,600 --> 00:10:01,660 Am focusing on right now and the core three are 138 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:07,640 Spirituality which I'm doing through meditation 139 00:10:10,680 --> 00:10:14,000 World view which I'm doing through books and 140 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:20,960 And documentation which I'm doing through this podcast as well as my tiktoks and YouTube shorts 141 00:10:22,280 --> 00:10:23,400 and 142 00:10:23,400 --> 00:10:28,760 So the way I see it is I learn it's kind of like a funnel 143 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:30,760 I learn about 144 00:10:31,360 --> 00:10:33,640 many different things through reading and 145 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:39,000 then I kind of I apply it or I actually take action on 146 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:48,800 Helping myself fix that in my mind through meditation or I use meditation to kind of consolidate that and lock it into my mind and 147 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:52,880 Then I document it all on this podcast 148 00:10:53,320 --> 00:11:01,240 So first I read so for the example that I gave above or before I read about I 149 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,000 Have this idea that 150 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:09,200 The fear of death is a huge issue that I need to overcome, but I don't even know how to 151 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:12,360 Go about that. So I need to learn more about it 152 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:14,960 So I'm gonna be reading 153 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:21,800 I'm gonna change my worldview of fear of death through reading get some insights and learn a lie 154 00:11:22,480 --> 00:11:26,720 Read die-wise and then when I'm learned as I'm learning all this 155 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:29,080 I'll be meditating on it and 156 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:33,800 Meditating more to discover more as well as applying it so 157 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:36,840 one of the things that I did was 158 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:43,840 Using this method I learned about the gateway experience and then I learned that 159 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:50,160 Expectations are only holding you back. So then what I did was I added 160 00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:53,680 Expectations into my energy conversion box 161 00:11:53,680 --> 00:12:00,000 So I always place expectations in the box and then I closed off and put it to the side during my meditations 162 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:05,240 And then another thing I did was add in an affirmation. I hold no 163 00:12:06,080 --> 00:12:08,720 expectations for what will or should happen during these 164 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:11,920 meditations and that 165 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:18,640 Tremendously improved that expectations and I 166 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:22,240 Hold very little expectations anymore 167 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:27,440 So that is an example of me using learning 168 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:35,320 Like adding to my worldview and then taking action on actually doing the inner work in my meditations 169 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:41,520 And then I documented it just now and I've documented it before on the podcast 170 00:12:42,400 --> 00:12:43,920 so 171 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:45,160 this 172 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:54,720 basically method I'm doing to kind of just completely yield my brain from all this brainwashing to educate myself and 173 00:12:55,680 --> 00:13:00,800 Basically get set myself free from this indoctrination that we've experienced 174 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:06,640 That's the method I'm doing and it's it's a it's a process. I'll be honest 175 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:13,120 But there's one thing and there's this one thought that crept up in my mind a 176 00:13:13,120 --> 00:13:23,560 few times actually and it's I would be so much further ahead if I hadn't gone through the school system if I just had 177 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:26,600 like an 178 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:29,000 Optimal life, I'd be so much further ahead 179 00:13:30,160 --> 00:13:34,440 Which may be true, but you can't change the past and 180 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:40,240 One thing that came up is this 181 00:13:40,240 --> 00:13:44,760 This feeling or this thought came up 182 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:51,680 well once I get through this school system and once I overcome it and once I like 183 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:54,840 Get rid of all this 184 00:13:54,920 --> 00:14:00,000 Junk in my head and even once like the second I'm done 185 00:14:00,760 --> 00:14:03,240 My soul will be so much stronger 186 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:05,880 Simply because I made it through that 187 00:14:06,920 --> 00:14:08,680 experience 188 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,680 so my soul has the experience of 189 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:14,840 What just happened? 190 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:18,520 So I'll be I'll actually be a lot better off 191 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:21,760 so it can go either way and 192 00:14:22,560 --> 00:14:24,160 Who knows? 193 00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:28,560 Maybe it would have been better if I didn't go to school. Maybe 194 00:14:29,560 --> 00:14:34,080 It's actually better if since I did go to school and I have this opportunity to heal 195 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:37,960 No one knows which way would have been better 196 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:41,640 But you know what I can actually choose for myself 197 00:14:42,360 --> 00:14:46,680 The outcome I can actually choose for myself what it will be 198 00:14:46,680 --> 00:14:50,960 And that's one of the concepts I learned in Rowdy transfer theme 199 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:54,680 Like you can never know if a 200 00:14:55,240 --> 00:15:01,720 Event that happens to you is truly for your good or to your detriment like let's say you get fired 201 00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:03,720 You can't know if it's to your 202 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:11,240 To your good or to your detriment, but you have the right and the ability to choose for yourself 203 00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:13,320 which one 204 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,400 Will be the outcome bet positive or negative 205 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:23,960 And you do that through your attitude and so that's the same thing that I'm doing with this school system 206 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:29,000 I have the right to choose whether it's beneficial to my life or not 207 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:34,360 And I feel like one of my mistakes was lately I've been really 208 00:15:35,160 --> 00:15:39,560 Choosing the negative I've been choosing for it to be a negative 209 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:42,120 impact on my life when 210 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:48,760 I still have the opportunity to make the choice to have it be a positive impact on my life 211 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:53,000 So that's what I'm doing and 212 00:15:53,000 --> 00:16:00,360 Another thing that school like basically teaches us to do is not want is to not want to be 213 00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:03,080 Right here right now 214 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:07,000 For example when you're sitting in a classroom 215 00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:11,640 And you don't want to be here like no one wants to no one wants to be in class 216 00:16:12,920 --> 00:16:14,120 and so 217 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:16,120 school basically teaches you 218 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:18,920 Very subtly 219 00:16:18,920 --> 00:16:20,680 throughout the years 220 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:23,240 To not want to be here 221 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:26,280 Right now like to not want to be here 222 00:16:28,360 --> 00:16:32,840 And that's why we see so many people like after they leave school 223 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:36,440 Still maintaining that habit of not wanting to be here 224 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:42,840 Like I always find myself looking up at the clock like oh, I don't want to be here right now 225 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:49,240 And it's gotten to the point where it's just ingrained in my subconscious where I don't even consciously think about it 226 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:51,240 I just look up at the clock 227 00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:59,160 And then see how much time is left and I don't even think about the fact that I don't want to be here because my subconscious already knows it's so 228 00:17:00,360 --> 00:17:04,600 It's so deep into my identity into my like self 229 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:10,440 That I don't even have to consciously think about it anymore 230 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:15,640 And so this habit is brought with me all over the place 231 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:23,240 Even during well not necessarily during good times, but like all all the time 232 00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:28,920 And I've talked to a few adults as well like I asked one adult and he said 233 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:31,560 I asked him do you ever 234 00:17:32,120 --> 00:17:38,840 Experience not wanting to be here like throughout your life. Do you ever have the feeling like oh, I don't want to be here 235 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:42,280 And he said yeah all the time 236 00:17:42,280 --> 00:17:47,240 The only time I'm not feeling that is when I'm at home laying on the couch 237 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:50,440 watching TV 238 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:59,480 And so I was like oh, yeah, because that is exactly what school does to you like that is one of the things that school teaches 239 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:04,600 And so as a result one of the things that 240 00:18:05,480 --> 00:18:07,480 I know I want to tell you another thing 241 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:09,960 love is like the 242 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:12,840 greatest force of all on this planet like 243 00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:15,400 Everything is run by love 244 00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:19,560 and so one thing that I came to the conclusion of is 245 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:27,400 I need to actually love being at school and it's extremely hard to do. I'll be honest, but I have to 246 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:32,120 Not hate it. I have to absolutely love school 247 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:35,160 Why you may ask because 248 00:18:35,160 --> 00:18:41,160 The very thing that school wants me to do is to hate it to react negatively to 249 00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:44,120 endure through 250 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:47,160 School and not want to be there 251 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:49,960 That's part of the the conditioning 252 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:58,040 So in order to combat it since I've made the choice to still go to school. I have 65 days as of recording this 253 00:18:58,040 --> 00:19:00,360 I have 65 days until I'm done with school 254 00:19:00,360 --> 00:19:04,840 So I've I've made the condition or I've made the the 255 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:07,160 decision to 256 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:08,760 maintain and to 257 00:19:08,760 --> 00:19:11,880 Finish out the school year to finish out high school 258 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:15,240 and so 259 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:22,440 As a result I I'm basically going there. It's already been decided. I'm going for the rest of 260 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,400 the year or the semester 261 00:19:25,400 --> 00:19:32,760 And so in order to like prevent further social conditioning and start to reverse it 262 00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:36,280 I have to teach myself to love going to school. I have to teach myself 263 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:40,520 And it's going to be a process of inner work. I have to teach myself 264 00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:43,320 relearn to love school 265 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,960 Which I was telling my friend about that today. I was like 266 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:51,320 I just told him exactly what I told you just now and 267 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:56,760 He was like that makes a lot of sense. It's kind of like it's like coordination, but 268 00:19:58,120 --> 00:20:00,120 Even more 269 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:02,280 It's like coordination 270 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,280 on steroids essentially 271 00:20:05,240 --> 00:20:06,840 and 272 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:08,840 I was thinking like that is true 273 00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:10,280 You have to love going to school 274 00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:17,880 But it's also it serves another purpose to start the healing process as well as combat the effects of social conditioning from school 275 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:22,600 And that'll be extremely powerful and extremely useful tool 276 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:29,320 I remember in the beginning of the school year. I was thinking that it was going to be an amazing opportunity to 277 00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:32,440 practice being in the 278 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:35,720 belly of the beast in the middle of the pendulum 279 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:40,280 And practice staying awake being near a bunch of zombies and staying awake 280 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:44,120 And it has proven much more difficult than 281 00:20:44,120 --> 00:20:47,000 And it then I expected 282 00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:54,840 To be honest, I haven't made as much progress on the inner work side during school as I was expecting but 283 00:20:56,360 --> 00:21:02,200 I definitely am starting to learn a lot more and uncover a lot more truths about school 284 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:04,520 And there's one thing I want to talk to you about 285 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:07,720 The weirdest like 286 00:21:08,360 --> 00:21:10,360 On my bike ride home from school 287 00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:13,560 So everything was going normal there in school 288 00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:15,880 and then 289 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:17,880 When I got on my bike 290 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:23,880 just a bike to the gym because I went to the gym right after this right after school and 291 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:30,120 Just things felt so strange. I saw so many weird things 292 00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:36,840 And I was like am I dreaming like so many times during that bike ride 293 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:42,760 I was questioning am I even dreaming and I always did like a bunch of reality tests to verify that I was still awake 294 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:45,560 in physical waking life 295 00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:47,800 And I was awake 296 00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:51,640 And it was just the weirdest thing. It was also like I was the most 297 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:57,240 aware and conscious that I'd ever been on that bike ride 298 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:02,840 And I was like running my rebel my resident energy balloon 299 00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:08,680 I was just constantly like running it during that like pretty much the whole bike ride 300 00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:14,760 And it was just an awesome thing because that was the most conscious and the most aware that I've ever been 301 00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:17,240 And then once I got into the gym 302 00:22:18,760 --> 00:22:20,760 There was like this 303 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:23,160 extremely weird 304 00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:24,600 like 305 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:27,240 Thing that I experienced like there was three 306 00:22:28,360 --> 00:22:30,760 Old ladies that I'd never seen before 307 00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,760 that all had gray hair 308 00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:37,800 That I don't think either of any of them like really knew each other that well 309 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:42,680 but I was I just walked into the elevator and they were there and 310 00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:46,760 They were like talking to each other very strangely 311 00:22:49,160 --> 00:22:51,160 And then like 312 00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:59,080 They were I was like walking behind them and walking towards the locker room and they like got to the women's locker room and 313 00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,280 This one lady was just like 314 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:06,120 Like I don't know it was just a very weird 315 00:23:06,840 --> 00:23:11,080 Experience and I just like whoa what is going on right now? Am I dreaming? 316 00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:17,800 Like I was constantly like questioning if I'm even dreaming right now because that is just extremely weird experience 317 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:22,440 And so so many times today. I was like whoa my dreaming 318 00:23:24,360 --> 00:23:26,360 Which is very inspiring because 319 00:23:26,360 --> 00:23:30,840 That was just like popping up randomly. I wasn't intentionally trying to do that 320 00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:38,520 Which is like that's exactly what needs to be happening during my actual dreams when I see crazy weird things 321 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,840 I need to be thinking that 322 00:23:41,240 --> 00:23:46,520 So that's a good like habit that it's not even habit because I haven't really intentionally 323 00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,600 Practiced it but that's something that is happening 324 00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:56,520 And then on my bike ride home similar or even in the gym like a lot of the times I was like 325 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:58,920 There's a lot of weird things 326 00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:04,040 And then on my bike ride home a similar thing happened just weirdness 327 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:09,640 I was conscious like the whole time and then I came to this realization that 328 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:11,560 like 329 00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:14,280 my reality kind of feels like a dream right now 330 00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:18,440 Like everything kind of feels like a distant memory 331 00:24:18,440 --> 00:24:22,840 And that only happened like that actual thing only happened for a few brief moments 332 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:28,840 Like there were a few brief moments where like my physical reality my current reality right now 333 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:33,800 Actually felt like a dream or actually felt like a past memory 334 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:37,240 Which was actually very inspiring because 335 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,440 I then realized that 336 00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:46,760 I don't know if I read it in Transurfing, but I'm pretty sure I heard that if you get 337 00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:49,480 to a point like that where you're 338 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,400 Like everything feels weird 339 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:56,440 And you kind of sense change 340 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:01,240 That is good because that means that changes are happening on your lifeline 341 00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:06,920 And you'll be able like that means you're moving closer to your goals 342 00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:11,640 Excuse me and 343 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:13,640 So 344 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,640 I 345 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:19,880 I did all that and I was extremely present during 346 00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,520 During my bike ride and then 347 00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:28,040 There was a lot of times where I was thinking 348 00:25:28,840 --> 00:25:33,000 That I had like higher levels of awareness higher consciousness 349 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:40,920 And it just felt like it too. I was like so ready to get my meditation down for the next 350 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:43,960 Like the next meditation that I had 351 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:50,680 And then once I got home I started cooking and I literally just fell asleep right away. I just lost all that consciousness 352 00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:55,960 I don't know what's what it was because I was asleep a lot of the day at school as well 353 00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:59,480 I think that when I'm at school and when I'm home 354 00:26:00,120 --> 00:26:05,400 I lose I am very low consciousness like I'm very low level of awareness 355 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,000 And then I 356 00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,920 Hit my meditation 357 00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:16,920 Today and I was like falling asleep. It was I was like losing focus a lot 358 00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:21,560 But I always kept bringing it back like fairly fairly quickly as well 359 00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:24,040 so 360 00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:29,320 That's another good thing because before I was like I did before I knew about this 361 00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:32,200 every time I would bring 362 00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:37,640 Like my focus back or bring my attention back to the middle and actually wake up 363 00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:39,640 Before I knew about that 364 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,200 Or this one thing that I'll tell you in a moment 365 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:45,400 Before I always like got 366 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:53,400 Disappointed because I had I had fallen asleep and I got disappointed because more and more I was bringing my attention back 367 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:57,640 And I was disappointed because that meant that I fell asleep 368 00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:04,600 But then I realized that it was actually good because I was like waking I was waking myself back up 369 00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:07,400 But that was it and then I realized that 370 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:15,000 In Transurfing I reread one of the things where he said it actually doesn't matter if you fall asleep or not 371 00:27:16,360 --> 00:27:18,360 What matters is 372 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:25,560 The habit to always bring it back always bring your attention back like that's what matters the habit to bring your attention back 373 00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:32,280 And so like I'm actually very glad that even though today's meditation 374 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:35,320 Or at least after the afternoon's meditation 375 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:41,240 Was not very successful in the means of my focus because I was literally falling asleep the whole time 376 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:43,720 even though 377 00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:48,200 It was not it objectively. It wasn't very successful. I see it as very successful 378 00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:55,880 Because I am proving to myself that I have developed this habit to bring my attention back more and more 379 00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:59,960 Which is very relieving because I remember 380 00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:01,960 The stage when I just decided to 381 00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:06,680 Focus on waking up and it was like a couple months ago like 382 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:09,400 Five months ago, maybe four months ago 383 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:17,480 I had just started reading Transurfing the second time and I'd made the decision to wake up and in the beginning 384 00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:19,960 I was waking up maybe like four times a day 385 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:22,680 And then slowly but surely I 386 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:27,880 Was waking up more and more times during the day and I had to like use a lot of time 387 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:30,520 During the day and I had to like use a lot of 388 00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:33,320 my willpower like I had to 389 00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:36,120 Manually do it a lot 390 00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:43,400 And I remember those were probably like the toughest mentally challenging days not like not like 391 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:47,080 Not like how it is now where 392 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,960 I'm like mentally 393 00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:57,240 Torn because I'm going to school even though I'm learning that school is destroying my soul 394 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,280 It's not like that 395 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:01,880 But it's like 396 00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:05,720 I'm waking up and I'm like it's a mental challenge. It's a it's 397 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,760 It's like a healthy challenge 398 00:29:10,280 --> 00:29:13,720 And so those were like the hardest times like mental 399 00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:17,000 Challenge wise even though it was very healthy 400 00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:19,000 And 401 00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:25,880 But it was so worth it because now I have the habit I have the habit to always wake up 402 00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:31,720 Now I had to develop the habit to always wake up especially during times when 403 00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:36,840 I I know that I'm I have a tendency to fall asleep often 404 00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:40,520 Which are during school as well as at home 405 00:29:42,440 --> 00:29:44,920 Because on the bike ride I've proven today that 406 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:47,720 I was the most conscious I've ever been 407 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:54,280 And I have a feeling that it's going to get better and better because this gateway experience 408 00:29:55,880 --> 00:30:01,720 Is actually changing the game for me me meditating with the gateway experience is actually radically changing things 409 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:04,280 because I'm starting to 410 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:06,360 Like literally even during my dreams 411 00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:11,320 I'm starting to remember it a lot more and I'm way more conscious during my dreams 412 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:16,280 Even though I've only had one situation in the past like month where I was like 413 00:30:16,920 --> 00:30:18,920 lucid 414 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:24,120 I can tell that I'm getting a lot more like I'm a lot more it's better and better 415 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:39,400 And so that's like the gateway experience is exactly what needs to happen 416 00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:42,360 So 417 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:45,480 Like lately I've been really locking into my spiritual journey 418 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:50,040 And it's for good reason because I'm really starting to believe that 419 00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:57,320 I'm more than my physical body and I'm really starting to believe that it's those that 420 00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,560 educate themselves those that 421 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:09,640 Radically that allow the truth to destroy themselves over and over and over again 422 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:16,120 And those that chase spirituality and go on their spiritual journey are those that are actually successful 423 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:25,240 My first time reading Transurfing I couldn't handle the truth. I'm gonna be honest. I stopped reading it and then 424 00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:36,280 And then I started again, but then it was still hard, but I was able to push through it that that time and I read it two times but 425 00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:40,120 Then I read 426 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:46,680 Dancing after the music stops and I was reading I don't know if it was this morning or yesterday, but 427 00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,160 He said that basically 428 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,960 Allow the truth to destroy you 429 00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:58,600 Like always chase the truth and allow it to destroy you over and over and over again 430 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:01,960 and that was really what I needed to hear because 431 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:05,320 Now that gives me something to lean on to 432 00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:08,520 Allow the truth to destroy me 433 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:15,080 Because it's good like that's a good thing that means that I'm going red pill and I'm like actually 434 00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:21,400 Exposing myself to all this stuff and I'm actually learning about this stuff and the truth will set you free 435 00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:25,160 Pretty sure Jesus said that the truth will set you free 436 00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:28,760 So always chase the truth 437 00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,560 And always get better and better and better 438 00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:35,640 So this spiritual journey is 439 00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:41,400 Like the more and more I read about it the more and more it confirms my suspicion of how 440 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:47,640 Just how valuable it will be for my growth as a human and growth as a soul 441 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:52,520 And I'm 442 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:59,000 I haven't yet achieved any crazy events other than one 443 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:04,120 Unusual event yesterday in my meditation where 444 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:10,520 I had an instant moment of light shining into my eyes even though my room was dark 445 00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:14,440 No one came in my room. My room is basically locked 446 00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:16,840 and 447 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:22,440 My room is pitch black because I haven't optimized with curtains. So my room is pitch black. There was no way 448 00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:25,960 I could have had light shining my eyes. So it was all in my head 449 00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:28,920 And so that was like the first 450 00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:31,640 weird thing that I had with um 451 00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:34,760 meditation and I have been doing this for a little over a month 452 00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:38,520 But I think that now is when I'm starting to 453 00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:41,400 Can I'm going to start experience a lot more 454 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,520 um interesting things because 455 00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:48,200 The whole first month of meditating with the gateway experience 456 00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:52,840 Was just focused on focus 10 and I don't think that you really 457 00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:55,320 Experience much in focus 10 458 00:33:55,320 --> 00:34:02,200 And then focus 12 is when you start to experience things and so I had that one experience yesterday 459 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,200 and 460 00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:09,000 It was just for an instant just a moment where my whole entire like eyes lit up 461 00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:16,440 Like my eyes were closed but like my entire screen or my entire like mind like imagination or my 462 00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:23,080 Inner screen that I was like it's usually just black just instantly lit up with light 463 00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:27,400 And then instantly left once I came conscious of it 464 00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:34,200 and so that was uh experience and I haven't experienced anything other than that but 465 00:34:34,920 --> 00:34:36,920 You guys are gonna be 466 00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:39,480 listening along the way the documentation 467 00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:42,840 This is an extremely 468 00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:47,960 valuable thing that I'm doing for myself and for you guys 469 00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:54,360 And I'm so grateful that I've started documenting when I did because 470 00:34:55,320 --> 00:35:01,720 I started documenting maybe like a a week or a month after I like started getting 471 00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:05,640 Decided to like get into business 472 00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,360 And so I'm basically documenting my entire entrepreneur journey 473 00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:13,640 because I have been 474 00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:17,080 Like really the only real action that I've taken 475 00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:20,520 Has been documented on this podcast 476 00:35:21,240 --> 00:35:23,240 For entrepreneurship 477 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:25,800 And this is 478 00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:27,800 Like I just started getting into spirituality 479 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:32,120 So this is going to be documenting my entire spiritual journey as well 480 00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:34,760 So it's going to be cool 481 00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:39,560 To show you guys like step by step what I'm doing as well as 482 00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,360 My progress 483 00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:48,120 Like to show you guys just that you can do it as well like I'm I'm a normal person 484 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:52,840 I'm starting to like excel a lot more and starting to push 485 00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:56,120 Against mediocrity 486 00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:58,120 So I'm starting to become great 487 00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:01,400 But one year ago. I was just a normal average kid 488 00:36:03,880 --> 00:36:05,880 And I say average 489 00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:08,280 with 490 00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:12,280 The truth that average normalcy normalness 491 00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:15,480 Is mediocrity 492 00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:22,040 Why is it that we live in a society where it's normal and okay, and it's actually 493 00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:29,400 Better to be mediocre in the social sense because the moment you start 494 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,280 doing 495 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:38,280 Excelling people like raise their eyebrows people kind of move away 496 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:45,480 We live in a society where it's considered normal to be mediocre 497 00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:50,360 To do nothing in your life to be average 498 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:58,280 When I would I want to mention bring up that ad that I saw of iman got you 499 00:36:59,720 --> 00:37:01,480 where 500 00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,480 It's it's actually 501 00:37:05,720 --> 00:37:12,280 In greek in ancient greek. I'm sure that it was considered normal an average to be great and to excel 502 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:17,640 Like i'm sure their definition of normal or average 503 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:20,760 was 504 00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:22,760 Lightyears ahead of ours 505 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,440 So it's all about a 506 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,640 It's all about your environment 507 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:31,640 And that's one thing 508 00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:39,560 I read in dance after music stops. How can you expect to be nothing other than mediocre if you're surrounded by 509 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:46,440 mediocre objects mediocre job mediocre house mediocre car mediocre husband wife 510 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,560 mediocre kids like all 511 00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:54,920 Mediocracy if you're surrounded by all mediocracy, how can you expect to be? 512 00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:59,800 Great, how can you expect to be nothing other than mediocre? 513 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:05,320 And that's something I realized I am surrounded by all mediocracy 514 00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,480 And i'm starting to phase it out of my like worldview 515 00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:13,480 I'm starting to not notice it as much like especially when I first got 516 00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:18,840 Uh when I first like stopped going on my phone. I would notice people on their phones all the time 517 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,840 But now I don't it's not really a part of my attention anymore 518 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:27,240 I don't pay much attention to it anymore and that's happened with many different things 519 00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:31,880 And so I'm wondering like 520 00:38:33,160 --> 00:38:35,160 What can I do to 521 00:38:35,720 --> 00:38:40,120 Kind of phase out all this mediocracy because i'm still financially dependent 522 00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:44,360 So I can't just like actually I could move out 523 00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:46,360 but 524 00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:53,240 That would be that wouldn't be normal right like that wouldn't be like 525 00:38:53,800 --> 00:38:54,920 I'm 526 00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:58,120 you guys can see that i'm still under the influence of 527 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,600 social conditioning 528 00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:02,600 I still have a long path ahead of me 529 00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:07,080 of fixing of like healing myself from all this 530 00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:11,000 Because i'm still too scared to make the leap 531 00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:18,280 But I don't know because maybe i'm holding on to something maybe i'm taking advantage of this 532 00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:23,080 Because I have all the resources I need to be successful right here right now. So I might as well 533 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:27,480 gain success right here right now because I've got a lot of things that 534 00:39:28,040 --> 00:39:33,080 If I just move if I just moved out, I probably wouldn't be able to do for example 535 00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:40,120 Podcast I don't have a macbook. I don't have a computer. I just have a pc so I wouldn't be able to bring that around with me 536 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:49,560 Another example well actually no that's not right. That's not true because I could just go on my phone and record the podcast on my phone 537 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:52,520 So that's another excuse 538 00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:58,360 Another thing is meditation with the gateway experience 539 00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:01,640 But I could just bring it 540 00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:03,640 It's another excuse 541 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:13,000 So I don't even know things are I'm starting to like destroy my limited beliefs 542 00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:19,160 And I don't know there's a lot there's a lot 543 00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:23,560 This is a crazy world that we live in 544 00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:25,400 And 545 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:28,680 Like I'm learning that we're all like the world is dying 546 00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:32,440 Like I always knew that global warming was the thing I always knew that 547 00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:37,160 That global warming was gonna kill the world 548 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:45,560 But I never really cared to be honest because I was just I was just a normal average person right no one cares about global warming 549 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,440 they all have the 550 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:51,160 Knowledge they all have the 551 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,560 like 552 00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:56,680 Information they all obtain 553 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:58,680 the information that 554 00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:04,600 Yes, in like the year 2050 the world is gonna die or whatever 555 00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:11,400 Everyone like most people know that global warming is a thing and it's gonna wipe us all out 556 00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:19,240 But no one really cares and I I was the same up until 557 00:41:20,520 --> 00:41:22,520 Maybe a week ago 558 00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:26,040 Now I'm starting to realize that this is actually like legit 559 00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:29,720 I always knew it was legit, but now I'm starting to realize that 560 00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:35,960 Like that's in 10 years. I won't even be 30 when the effects start happening 561 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:39,640 Maybe I'll be 30. I don't know 562 00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:45,240 Yeah, I'll be 30 when the effects start happening in 2035 563 00:41:45,240 --> 00:41:49,240 So 564 00:41:51,640 --> 00:41:53,640 And it's also the thing that 565 00:41:54,840 --> 00:42:01,640 Gene Pasco-Rieman the author of Dancing After The Music stops he constantly reminds us he constantly says there is no hope yet 566 00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:03,640 There is only hope 567 00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:07,320 We are all like the world is surely going to 568 00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:10,280 collapse 569 00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:13,080 Yet there is a hope that we can do 570 00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:16,120 Yet there is a hope that we can make things better 571 00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:20,600 Like we are on course to a guaranteed 572 00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:23,400 demise of our 573 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:25,880 entire world 574 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:31,080 Yet there is still hope and I am unsure what that hope is but 575 00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:39,640 Gene Pasco-Rieman constantly reminds me and he had read all of these books in the ultimate reading list for human beings 576 00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:44,200 he read all those books and he is basically passing on all the knowledge 577 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:47,320 Not all of the knowledge, but he's passing on 578 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:52,360 A lot of the stuff that he learned in his book Dancing After The Music stops 579 00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:59,000 As well as on his website the most beautiful world he passed on the entire reading list that he recommends reading 580 00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:02,040 And he said start with dye wise 581 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:07,960 Which I I've only read the introduction to dye wise and I'm not gonna read 582 00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:11,880 I'm not gonna start it until I'm done with Dancing After The Music stops, but 583 00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:15,400 I had bought all the first 584 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:21,320 Uh, actually that's not true. I bought like five of the books. I bought Journeys Out Of The Body 585 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:25,560 Which is like number 130 or something. It's really far down on the list 586 00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:28,440 I bought 2FD, which not even on the list 587 00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:32,120 I bought Dancing After The Music stops, which is not on the list, but he did recommend 588 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:34,680 He did say check it out because he wrote it 589 00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:41,560 And then I bought the first like within the first 10 590 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,600 Dye wise is number one come of age 591 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:50,200 I believe is number two or three and then Ascent of Humanity is two or three or something like that 592 00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:53,960 and then the Egypt code is maybe like five or six 593 00:43:55,160 --> 00:44:01,480 And so I believe that dye wise is probably the first one that I should read and then come of age and then 594 00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:05,880 Or no, dye wise then Ascent of Humanity and then come of age 595 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:10,280 And then the Egypt code and then Journeys Out Of Body 596 00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:14,840 Or I want to read Journeys Out Of Body soon 597 00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:16,920 So I don't know 598 00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:20,680 I'm not gonna plan all of it. All I know is that I want to do dye wise right now 599 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:29,880 Because it's so interesting that like I just like I don't even think Jean Pasco reman brought it up 600 00:44:31,720 --> 00:44:36,200 That the the root of oh no Jean Pasco reman did bring up 601 00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:39,640 That we have a fear of death in our society 602 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:45,560 But then I brought it back to this one thing that I learned. I'm pretty sure I learned it in a book called tools 603 00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:48,440 And it's like a psychology book 604 00:44:48,440 --> 00:44:50,440 And I 605 00:44:52,920 --> 00:45:02,680 I read that the root of all of our fears the root like the root of all of our fears is the fear of death 606 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:06,760 And so the simple fact that 607 00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:09,640 I hadn't ever even thought of that 608 00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:12,440 Like seriously, I've I've known it 609 00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:16,600 For a long time, but I didn't really give it some serious thought 610 00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:24,440 Now that I'm starting to realize like we're in a world of conditioning. I'm starting to become aware of all this stuff 611 00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:32,280 It just seems like the fear of death since it's the root of all fears since fears are what holds me back like 612 00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:35,320 Just earlier. I listed all the reasons why I couldn't 613 00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:38,520 Just leave and move out right now 614 00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:45,880 But then I debunked them and that just shows my limiting beliefs as well as my fear fear of 615 00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:48,840 the unknown fear of moving out which all 616 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,040 Roots from the fear of death 617 00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:59,640 And so if all of this stuff is rooted from the fear of death if that's my one big domino 618 00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:05,000 Maybe the fear of death is the root of all the many beliefs 619 00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:10,920 If that's my one big domino it would make great sense 620 00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:13,960 to learn about that next 621 00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:18,200 To really lock in on dying and death and really 622 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:21,320 Heal myself in that regard because 623 00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:24,600 other other cultures throughout time 624 00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,080 They 625 00:46:27,080 --> 00:46:33,000 Didn't they never fear death like there are other cultures that did not fear death and that it was part of like their culture 626 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,240 And they celebrated it rejoiced it 627 00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:42,120 Yet our culture sees it as an ill like sees it as a disease 628 00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:45,160 That needs to be cared so it sees that as something unnatural 629 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:49,880 And that's resulted with us being in a fear of it 630 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:53,880 So it just makes sense to 631 00:46:56,040 --> 00:47:01,000 Start to destroy that fear it's all about doing the inner work and healing yourself from 632 00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:05,400 This civilization this culture this 633 00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:08,440 Conditioning that's been 634 00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:10,840 Put into our minds for years 635 00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:12,840 So when you start doing that inner work 636 00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:17,080 You begin to heal 637 00:47:17,720 --> 00:47:20,120 Then that allows you to actually gain success 638 00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:23,560 Ema and Gazi said 639 00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:26,760 Most people don't do the inner work and that's why they're not successful 640 00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:33,160 Like most people that are coming up 641 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:37,960 To success like me right now. I'm on the coming up 642 00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:41,960 I'm on the come up 643 00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:44,520 Most people don't do this inner work 644 00:47:45,240 --> 00:47:48,600 Like if I was just doing the physical work like 645 00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:51,160 podcasting 646 00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:55,880 I will not have nearly as much success. I really believe that the inner work is everything 647 00:47:57,560 --> 00:47:59,560 I believe that the inner work 648 00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:04,760 Will carry me like the inner work is 99% 649 00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:09,640 The inner work is 99% of the reason why I will gain success 650 00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:16,760 Yeah, I'm podcasting to be honest. I'm not doing much. I'm not doing thumbnails. I'm not editing 651 00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:20,280 I'm just like editing the sound to make a higher quality 652 00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:25,400 I'm not doing anything like literally all I'm doing is 653 00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:34,840 Post like recording podcasts and then posting it. That's it. Like I'm doing very minimal work 654 00:48:37,640 --> 00:48:41,080 All I'm doing like my entire day is dedicated to the inner work 655 00:48:42,040 --> 00:48:45,720 Reading all this stuff destroying these world destroying this worldview that I have 656 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:48,920 Getting a little discovering the truth 657 00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:55,080 Allowing the truth to destroy myself. It's all dedicated towards the inner work 658 00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:04,840 The truth will set you free and it's all about the inner work. I am starting to 659 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:09,480 Get ideas of going into solitude 660 00:49:10,040 --> 00:49:14,120 Retreating into nature on my own and being in solitude for years 661 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,080 months or years 662 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:21,160 With nothing but a few journals a few pens 663 00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:27,080 And maybe a book or two that we cannot that I could study like 664 00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:31,160 Transurfing or other books as I learn more 665 00:49:32,200 --> 00:49:34,200 I'm starting to get those ideas 666 00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:36,920 Renting a cabin in Alaska 667 00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:42,120 And staying there for six months 668 00:49:42,120 --> 00:49:46,120 In solitude 669 00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:52,120 I don't know the logistics of how it would work how I'd get food. Maybe I'd have to hunt. I don't know 670 00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:57,320 I don't know how to hunt. I've never hunted before but I would figure it out real quick if my life depended on it 671 00:50:01,080 --> 00:50:05,800 With just solitude just me in nature discover the truth 672 00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:14,600 And I'm also getting other thoughts like as I'm reading dance at the music stops. He's telling all the stories 673 00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:17,320 He's saying a lot of stuff 674 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:21,160 Getting more thoughts of adventure going on my own adventures 675 00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:24,040 throughout the world 676 00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:28,840 Doing crazy things like there's one story that he talked about when he was in like 677 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:32,120 I don't know where he was. He's somewhere in South America 678 00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:35,160 or Mexico 679 00:50:35,160 --> 00:50:37,160 uh 680 00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:45,000 And he was driving his Jeep and he was surrounded by a gang of kids or probably not kids but like a gang of 681 00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:47,720 the guys 682 00:50:47,720 --> 00:50:49,480 and 683 00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:51,480 He was talking about how 684 00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:54,200 people like society 685 00:50:54,200 --> 00:50:57,960 Western society would say just give up everything just give them 686 00:50:58,600 --> 00:51:03,000 Give them your wallet. Give them your computer. Give them everything. Just give it up 687 00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:05,880 Just save yourself save your life 688 00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:11,320 And that that is another thing that stemmed of the fear of death 689 00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:17,560 It stemmed from the fear of death and you know what he did he was surrounded by a gang they could take him out in one moment 690 00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:20,840 Pretty sure they had guns 691 00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:29,080 And instead what he did is he literally just said to the leader or whoever was near his door 692 00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:36,600 He said he gave he handed him like a 20 a $20 bill or however much money 693 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:43,400 that is the equivalent of in that country's money and then he handed that to him and said 694 00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:45,960 Go over there and buy everyone some beers 695 00:51:47,480 --> 00:51:51,640 And so he literally did that and went into the store and bought everyone some beers 696 00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:55,000 And then he was literally admitted into their gang 697 00:51:56,600 --> 00:51:58,600 For $20 698 00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:00,600 He just bought them some beers and that's it 699 00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:04,440 And he was like out just for that 700 00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:08,760 Which is crazy because 701 00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:11,800 He could have just given them everything 702 00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:14,120 given up everything 703 00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:16,120 But instead he doesn't have the fear of death 704 00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:20,920 So then he did so he just decided to do something crazy 705 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:25,960 And in the beginning he would in the beginning of the book he was talking about how people 706 00:52:25,960 --> 00:52:31,560 When he decided to go out on his own adventure of the world 707 00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:37,080 People said oh you'll die or they basically said a bunch of times that you'll die 708 00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:45,160 People have such like it is so ingrained in us to have a fear of death that we don't want to start living 709 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:49,800 Our fear of death is preventing us from living 710 00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:57,240 So like even now when I'm trying to convince you guys of this 711 00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:02,440 How powerful the how much the fear of death is holding us back 712 00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:09,560 It's really starting to make me really want to get into this like this is the next phase in my spiritual journey 713 00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:12,040 Of my inner work journey 714 00:53:13,320 --> 00:53:16,200 And when I'm gonna be honest when I first started recording today's episode 715 00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:24,120 Yeah, I wanted to focus on I was gonna read die wise, but I wasn't nearly as convinced as I am now of how important 716 00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:26,760 the 717 00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:28,760 fear of death is 718 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:31,800 Which is 719 00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:37,640 It just goes to show how valuable the third piece of my core three is the core three is 720 00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:40,520 worldview spirituality 721 00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:43,160 and documentation 722 00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:48,760 Me I am proving to myself over and over and over again how valuable documenting is 723 00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:51,640 for myself 724 00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:54,040 Not even talking about you guys 725 00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:56,280 simply just for myself because 726 00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:59,160 I am teaching you guys 727 00:53:59,240 --> 00:54:03,880 Which is actually strengthening and solidifying me and then when I get into the flow I start 728 00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:09,400 bringing in random things and making a bunch of connections and then I start like 729 00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:13,960 Reminding myself of a bunch of stories that I heard 730 00:54:15,640 --> 00:54:18,360 And reminding and keep on explaining a lot of stuff 731 00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:24,120 Documentation is actually so valuable. It's extremely valuable and 732 00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:33,720 Uh like many times throughout the past couple weeks. I've been debating whether I should maintain a one hour 733 00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:36,360 daily podcast 734 00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:39,080 or 735 00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:41,080 Cut it down 736 00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:43,400 To like 10 minutes 30 minutes 737 00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:48,760 Or cut it cut out to every other day once a week. I don't know 738 00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:55,000 And after today's episode, I think that I'm gonna maintain the one hour daily 739 00:54:55,800 --> 00:54:59,320 It may be hurting my quality, but it's definitely helping myself 740 00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:02,040 improve a lot faster 741 00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:04,520 Just for what I said before 742 00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:13,720 When you teach when you explain you strengthen your own understanding you get a much greater understanding for 743 00:55:15,640 --> 00:55:24,360 Whatever you're learning and it's only going uphill from here. It's an uphill from here 744 00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:29,800 Because 65 days until I'm not at school 745 00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:34,360 I'm getting closer and closer and actually over the following weeks 746 00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:40,680 I'm gonna be lots of things are happening next week. I basically have 747 00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:44,040 school on monday and tuesday 748 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:45,240 and then 749 00:55:45,240 --> 00:55:47,240 half of I get this 750 00:55:48,440 --> 00:55:51,720 I have I get to school at 10 a.m. On wednesday 751 00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:54,760 and so basically 752 00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:57,880 I and then I have no school on thursday and friday and then I have the weekend 753 00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:59,880 So I have a four-day weekend next week 754 00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:05,080 So that is like a huge break already in of itself 755 00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:12,120 Even on the two normal two-day weekends. I grow so much. I learn so much because I literally read all day 756 00:56:14,600 --> 00:56:17,400 And I feel like my podcasts are higher quality on the weekends 757 00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:21,640 Because I am learning a lot more so I can say a lot more 758 00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:25,800 So next week is like four-day weekend and then 759 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:31,400 I'm going on a one-week long vacation 760 00:56:31,400 --> 00:56:37,400 So what that means is that I'm gonna not record at all during that entire vacation 761 00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,800 I'm gonna take the entire week off 762 00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:46,520 And what I'm gonna do to prayer for that is right now I have seven episodes scheduled ahead of time 763 00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:50,040 So now I have to get another seven to make up for that 764 00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:54,600 So over the next month I have to get to 14 765 00:56:54,600 --> 00:56:59,480 scheduled episodes which is gonna be the most I've ever had 766 00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:04,280 But it'll be worth it because then I'll have that entire week off 767 00:57:05,240 --> 00:57:11,080 And a week of refresh a week of rest is essential 768 00:57:11,960 --> 00:57:17,560 Rest is essential for creative work for work in general, but especially creative work 769 00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:20,280 And I'd say this is creative work 770 00:57:20,840 --> 00:57:22,120 and 771 00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:26,680 I had originally learned about this concept of how valuable rest is 772 00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:35,000 When I back when I was playing video games, I would literally grind out this video like video games all day every day all week 773 00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:38,040 And then I remember one time when 774 00:57:39,160 --> 00:57:43,000 I was playing this one game for so long literally every day 775 00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:48,040 And then I had to take like a week off and then I was so much better when I got back 776 00:57:48,040 --> 00:57:55,720 Like yeah, I was a little rusty when I got back but once I got the rust off and got back into it 777 00:57:55,720 --> 00:57:59,480 I was so much better like rest is actually so valuable 778 00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:02,280 and so 779 00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:05,720 in 65 days, I'm gonna be done with school 780 00:58:06,600 --> 00:58:08,600 but in 781 00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:10,920 One month in like 30 days 782 00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:15,160 I'm gonna be taking an entire week off 783 00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:19,960 And it's higher week off 784 00:58:23,240 --> 00:58:27,560 Which is the most I've ever taken off ever since I started podcasting 785 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:33,400 So that'll be huge for me that'll be huge for my growth 786 00:58:35,400 --> 00:58:40,760 And it'll be huge for my spiritual journey because I do plan on meditating every day at the beach 787 00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:43,560 during that time 788 00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:45,560 And I plan on getting to 789 00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:49,400 Pretty advanced at focus 12 to the point where I can evoke it 790 00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:56,200 Without the tapes and I actually think that I can evoke it without the tapes already because over the weekend I did 791 00:58:56,520 --> 00:58:58,520 I was just laying on my 792 00:58:59,080 --> 00:59:01,080 I was just like 793 00:59:01,080 --> 00:59:03,800 In silence in solitude in my room over the weekend 794 00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:08,120 And there was just this point of time where I was like, oh, I might as well meditate 795 00:59:08,120 --> 00:59:15,480 But I didn't want to put on the actual headphones. So I just meditated normal and I achieved focus 10 easy 796 00:59:16,040 --> 00:59:19,240 And I believe I reached focus 12 because I felt like my 797 00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:24,040 Consciousness expanding and I don't know if that's just something that my mind is doing 798 00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:26,680 like just 799 00:59:26,680 --> 00:59:33,000 But I I like to think that it is me entering focus 12 that that kind of feeling that I get it like a tingly 800 00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:39,000 In sensation that I'm my mind is actually expanding. That's that's what I feel when I get to focus 12 801 00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:42,200 My a tingling sensation in my mind of expanding 802 00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:46,120 And I feel that when I get to focus 10 or not 10 803 00:59:46,600 --> 00:59:52,040 11 when I say 11 and then when I say 12 I feel it both times and then when I leave focus 12 804 00:59:52,120 --> 00:59:54,280 I kind of feel like the reverse. It's like 805 00:59:55,160 --> 00:59:57,160 It's like um coming back in 806 00:59:57,160 --> 01:00:02,600 It's like a weird sensation. I can't really describe but it kind of feels like the opposite of that 807 01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:08,760 That's the best way to describe it. Um, I feel that going from 12 to 11 to 11 to 10 808 01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:12,280 But that's it for today's episode. So 809 01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:17,080 And also before I wrap it up, I want to say one last thing 810 01:00:18,520 --> 01:00:23,160 I do have off days and today I expected to be an off day 811 01:00:23,160 --> 01:00:27,480 but like I was I came downstairs to start recording and 812 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:31,960 When I sat down, I just did not want to record for some reason 813 01:00:32,840 --> 01:00:37,160 I I was starting to like jot down my notes and 814 01:00:38,120 --> 01:00:42,120 Like nothing was coming to mind. I was writing down a few things but not enough 815 01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:45,000 And that's why I got on youtube 816 01:00:45,480 --> 01:00:48,600 Because I was just being dumb and I wanted to distract myself 817 01:00:48,600 --> 01:00:54,680 Yeah, I still managed to make a pretty good episode I believe 818 01:00:56,120 --> 01:00:57,480 So 819 01:00:57,480 --> 01:01:01,640 Everyone has off days and over the past couple weeks. I remember 820 01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:03,800 like 821 01:01:03,800 --> 01:01:05,800 I remember thinking 822 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:08,920 What will I answer people when I'm successful? 823 01:01:09,480 --> 01:01:14,840 When they ask the question did you always think you were successful because I remember james clear 824 01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:18,200 said that if you were to ask him 825 01:01:18,840 --> 01:01:24,840 Or if you were to tell him that you were from the future and you and you told him that you he made 826 01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:27,240 New York Times bestseller list 827 01:01:27,240 --> 01:01:31,960 James clear would have like cried in relief because that that was how much he knew 828 01:01:32,920 --> 01:01:34,920 That he was going to be successful 829 01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:42,040 And so I'm kind of thinking that like no one knows that they're going to be successful. No one knows like 830 01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:44,920 Truly, they're not 100 confident 831 01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:53,080 But they do it anyways and they get success like everyone who's ever experienced any success during their period of 832 01:01:54,760 --> 01:01:56,760 Coming up 833 01:01:57,560 --> 01:01:59,560 They don't know 834 01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:06,520 And I'm in a similar situation and it's those who actually push through and continue on 835 01:02:06,520 --> 01:02:11,080 Who actually gained success so that's it for today's episode 836 01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:17,160 To wrap things up don't forget to download your favorite episodes and subscribe to the ascend momentum show 837 01:02:17,160 --> 01:02:37,400 But before you guys leave make sure to look up at the sky