A New Beginning

1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,640 So the big question is this, how do young men like us who didn't listen to society 2 00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:12,160 who are on our own, how do we grow and improve ourselves so that we can live a 3 00:00:12,160 --> 00:00:18,960 better tomorrow? That is the question and this show will give you the answers. My 4 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:27,840 name is James Radzinski and welcome to the Ascend Momentum Show. Welcome back, 5 00:00:27,840 --> 00:00:36,960 welcome back. Today was a good day. Today is Tuesday and I didn't have school 6 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:43,480 yesterday so today was the first day back from for school and I'm beginning to 7 00:00:43,480 --> 00:00:50,120 realize that school is like I am not getting any value out of school so 8 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:55,120 pretty much I'm not paying attention in my classes that often anymore but I'm 9 00:00:55,120 --> 00:01:02,480 still doing all the work because I'm playing it smart. I'm trying to, I, life 10 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:10,680 will get worse for me if I don't do my work and if I start failing out of school 11 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:18,400 but if I simply just stroll along, still do my work, just don't pay attention as 12 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:26,640 much during class, I think I'll be fine and I've been really going deep into this 13 00:01:26,640 --> 00:01:34,920 CIA document so a couple episodes back I posted an episode saying how this 14 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:42,080 declassified CIA document changed my life. I read that entire document over the 15 00:01:42,080 --> 00:01:49,400 weekend and I talked about a little bit yesterday I think but I'm slowly starting 16 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:57,880 to uncover the truth. Like our reality is not as it seems. There's more to life 17 00:01:57,880 --> 00:02:04,600 than what we've been led to believe and I already know that I'm becoming to, I'm 18 00:02:04,600 --> 00:02:10,880 beginning to uncover it so what I did today at school I was talking like 19 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:16,960 yesterday here let me actually tell you this yesterday I was, I started to want to 20 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:25,200 buy the tapes so let me explain. The CIA document that I read is about this 21 00:02:25,200 --> 00:02:33,560 gateway program it's called the gateway process from Monroe Institute and it was 22 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:42,280 basically in the 80s the CIA did like the the army actually did an entire 23 00:02:42,280 --> 00:02:50,160 assessment on that program and that program is all about getting into deep 24 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:56,760 enough meditation using tapes like recorded audio tapes to help sink your 25 00:02:56,760 --> 00:03:04,440 brain into a certain frequency to allow you to get deep deep into meditation to 26 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:10,880 points where you can like time travel and go out of your body. Like you can 27 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:21,800 literally leave your body so that's crazy that is crazy I I want to believe it. I 28 00:03:21,800 --> 00:03:27,480 think I believe it but I know that my brain I think I think what's happening 29 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:32,720 is I've convinced myself to believe it but deep down my brain thinks that it's 30 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:39,360 not true but I'm really excited because I will get my brain to actually believe 31 00:03:39,360 --> 00:03:43,640 it through giving it proof. I'm going to actually do this stuff and I'm actually 32 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:52,680 going to give my brain proof. So there's the way it is is there's focus levels so 33 00:03:52,680 --> 00:03:59,200 right now we're on focus one we're just fully in tune with reality just baseline 34 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:04,840 consciousness and then there's some focus levels in between I don't I don't 35 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:09,800 know all them but once you get to focus 10 that's when you get into like a deep 36 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:17,080 relaxed deep relaxed meditative state and that's where you're deeply relaxed in 37 00:04:17,080 --> 00:04:26,440 your consciousness as expanded. Alright so then what then there's like focus 12 38 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:34,200 which I forgot what focus 12 was and then focus 15 is where you can start to go 39 00:04:34,200 --> 00:04:40,080 back in time like you can time travel to the past and then focus 21 is time 40 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:45,040 traveling into the future and there's more those are just the ones that I 41 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:52,880 remember like I said I just learned about this stuff this weekend and all 42 00:04:52,880 --> 00:04:58,240 like I just looked up CIA or the analysis and assessment of the gateway 43 00:04:58,240 --> 00:05:03,280 process first link that pops up is CIA's website and it's just a PDF I printed 44 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:08,240 it out I printed that whole thing out and now I'm I'm looking for all of the 45 00:05:08,240 --> 00:05:14,760 PDFs that are about this and I'm just printing them all out so when I read the 46 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:20,400 analysis and assessment of the gateway process I realized that page number 25 was 47 00:05:20,400 --> 00:05:26,360 just not there so I had to go on to this website I looked up page number 25 missing 48 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:30,480 and then it's just it was an article like a blog post and then I scrolled down 49 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:40,360 and they gave the whole PDF so then I printed out page 25 and then I was 50 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:45,560 showing my friend about this stuff and he was looking into it and he found a 51 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:51,080 different PDF argue article basically giving a it's like a four page article 52 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:56,800 or four page like description of the gateway process I think it was from 53 00:05:56,800 --> 00:06:01,920 Monroe Institute so I printed that out today at the school I printing all these 54 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:06,720 all this stuff out at my school which is funny I'm printing out declassified CIA 55 00:06:06,720 --> 00:06:11,920 documents at the school I don't care no I don't think they care either it doesn't 56 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:17,720 really matter so I print that out and then I found another website or another 57 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:22,680 article I think it was like 30 pages or something like that I didn't really read 58 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:26,120 it but it was a it was another declassified CIA document and I read the 59 00:06:26,120 --> 00:06:34,000 first page and it said like this is not like this is only intended for first the 60 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:38,960 first class of the gateway experience or something like that and if you if it's 61 00:06:38,960 --> 00:06:44,040 not for you or not intended for you you may not experience the same results or 62 00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:48,360 you may experience like downsides or something like that I just printed that 63 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:52,680 whole thing out and I'm gonna read that as well so I'm diving deep into this 64 00:06:52,680 --> 00:07:01,680 stuff and that's context so let's go back to the gateway experience the Monroe 65 00:07:01,680 --> 00:07:09,480 Institute they have this it's an actual like business I'm pretty sure it's like 66 00:07:09,480 --> 00:07:13,920 an actual thing that they're selling so they're selling a course and they're 67 00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:20,880 selling like a bunch of CD tapes like they sell on their website mp3 audio 68 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:27,840 files a different format and then a CD and they have this thing called waves so 69 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:33,000 they have a bunch of different courses and CDs that they're offering but one of 70 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:40,880 the things that I am that I saw most like that I wanted to do most was their 71 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:47,840 actual gateway process wave one through eight so there are eight different 72 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:52,440 waves that they offer and that just basically means there are eight 73 00:07:52,440 --> 00:07:58,680 different CDs that they have to offer and you're supposed to listen to them 74 00:07:58,680 --> 00:08:03,640 and like master them essentially in sequential order so you're supposed to 75 00:08:03,640 --> 00:08:11,840 start at wave one and wave one's focus is getting into focus level 10 focus 10 76 00:08:11,840 --> 00:08:17,760 so it's basically for the beginners just like me so that's the whole goal of that 77 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:23,840 wave to get to focus 10 and they do it through it's just like an awe it's a CD 78 00:08:23,840 --> 00:08:29,040 or mp3 player so you're basically put on headphones and then listen to that while 79 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:37,800 you're meditating so I was like oh cool so yesterday I I realized that and I 80 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:44,400 like discovered that so I was slowly but surely like convincing myself to buy it 81 00:08:44,400 --> 00:08:50,640 yesterday I wanted to buy it but I didn't I was kind of holding myself back and 82 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:55,800 wave two I'm I don't know I didn't look through all of the stuff but I assume 83 00:08:55,800 --> 00:09:00,600 wave two goes into focus 12 and then wave three is focus 15 and then so on so 84 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:06,840 forth until eventually you can actually get out of body experiences where you 85 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:11,000 literally leave your soul leaves your body and then you can like fly I don't 86 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:18,280 even know how it works but I'm really excited to get into this stuff and I'm 87 00:09:18,280 --> 00:09:22,440 not even sure if it takes that much practice like maybe a couple weeks or 88 00:09:22,440 --> 00:09:34,440 months to get out of body experience so it'll be pretty quick and I but with 89 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:41,640 that said I don't have headphones so I looked up the headphones they use and 90 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:47,560 they use this I forgot I forgot what it was called but just look up like what 91 00:09:47,560 --> 00:09:52,480 type of headphones does Monroe Institute use for the gateway process and they 92 00:09:52,480 --> 00:09:58,240 have like this frequently asked questions page and they they gave the exact 93 00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:06,480 type of headphones they use they're like 60 to $80 60 to 90 I got them on 94 00:10:06,480 --> 00:10:11,480 Amazon for like 60 bucks and I ordered them today but that's not the only thing 95 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:16,960 I ordered I ordered the wave one CD which was 115 dollars on the website but it 96 00:10:16,960 --> 00:10:24,440 was only like 75 dollars on Amazon so I bought on Amazon and then I also bought 97 00:10:24,440 --> 00:10:29,480 a CD player because I don't have a CD and I also don't want to listen to it on 98 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:35,440 my computer or on my phone because I have a rule where I don't bring my phone 99 00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:42,520 into my room and so I don't want to have that stuff in my room and my room is 100 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:49,520 like the best most optimal space in my house for meditating and I also when I'm 101 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:52,960 meditating I don't want to have any electronic devices that have access to 102 00:10:52,960 --> 00:10:58,960 the internet near me because even if it's not in sight if it's in the 103 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:07,080 perximity of me it's uh it like just messes with you even subconsciously so I 104 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:11,040 don't even want to deal with any of that so I bought like an old CD player for 20 105 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:18,240 bucks well not an old one but a new one but CD players are old because we don't 106 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:24,960 use that anymore but so I bought a CD player 20 bucks that is basically 107 00:11:24,960 --> 00:11:31,920 battery or outlet and I'll probably just use the batteries because that's best 108 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:38,520 for my purposes and you can connect your headphones to it so that's what I did 109 00:11:38,520 --> 00:11:43,960 I'm I bought the CD player and then I'm just gonna pop the CD in and then 110 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:49,000 connect my headphones to it and then just lay down in my room my room is like 111 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:54,320 the perfect room for meditating it's got absolutely nothing in it except for a 112 00:11:54,320 --> 00:12:00,600 fan my alarm clock which plays white noise so I have in my room is basically 113 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:05,240 noise canceling let me actually let me just explain to you my room because I 114 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:12,720 spent like a good weekend setting it up perfectly exactly how I like it so 115 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:19,560 imagine a blank room just a square room and my room is not that big it's 116 00:12:19,560 --> 00:12:28,760 probably 20 feet I want to say maybe 20 by 20 I don't know it's it barely fits a 117 00:12:28,760 --> 00:12:37,520 twin bed so I well it fits a twin bed but like I couldn't fit like a king or a 118 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:45,720 queen in there so my room is pretty small but it's perfect for me so imagine a 119 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:52,520 blank room empty room there's a window on the opposite wall to the left of the 120 00:12:52,520 --> 00:12:58,920 door so the door to get into the room is in the middle of wall one and then wall 121 00:12:58,920 --> 00:13:03,680 two is just the right wall three is directly parallel and then wall four is 122 00:13:03,680 --> 00:13:08,080 the left that's how I'm gonna explain it so in the middle of wall one is the door 123 00:13:08,080 --> 00:13:15,680 the entrance and then on wall three just to the left is a window and then wall 124 00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:23,520 four to the right near the window is my closet and the closet door opens towards 125 00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:31,360 inside of my room that's context now I'll tell you all the objects that are in 126 00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:38,200 my room so on my window I nailed blackout curtains so I actually like got a 127 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:44,640 hammer and nailed it in so my room can get pitch black but I can also put light 128 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:49,240 in it by opening up the curtains so my room can get pitch black almost as dark 129 00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:58,760 as a cave and that's on my window and then on my door going on wall one the 130 00:13:58,760 --> 00:14:07,080 door going into my room I nailed Kurt blackout curtains as well so that blocks 131 00:14:07,080 --> 00:14:16,600 out all the light as well and plus that seconds as it blocks out all of the light 132 00:14:16,600 --> 00:14:22,400 and the noise and it keeps my room cool like ventilated because it like basically 133 00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:30,960 traps all the air into my room so it just allows all the AC to flow properly 134 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:36,640 and stay in my room because we have an old house it's like 150 years old or 135 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:42,960 something like that and the door doesn't close like it just closes but it doesn't 136 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:53,640 like shut and it's it's this whole thing but I I basically created a cave by 137 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:58,720 putting those blackout curtains so I'm basically like completely concealed in 138 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:04,120 my room like I can't eat I cannot even hear people outside because I have a lot 139 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:08,880 of white noise going on and let me explain this so in the corner of wall 140 00:15:08,880 --> 00:15:17,760 one and four just to the left of the entrance is my on the floor is a hatch 141 00:15:17,760 --> 00:15:25,400 restore to so I have that alarm clock and that plays white noise whenever I 142 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:34,320 tell it to and it just like plays white or pink noise actually and then just to 143 00:15:34,320 --> 00:15:39,800 the right of it on wall three on the floor is a fan and that's facing towards 144 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:46,600 my feet of the bed and I'll explain where the bed is in a moment so and then 145 00:15:46,600 --> 00:15:53,680 just on wall one just to the right of my door is the vent for the air conditioner 146 00:15:53,680 --> 00:16:02,760 on the floor all right so and then on the corner between wall two and three is on 147 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:08,800 the floor is my bed so I use a tatami mat so if you don't know what that is it's 148 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:13,920 basically the mat that Samurais slept on and it's made of grass and it's like a 149 00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:18,800 very firm to lay on it's basically like laying on the floor but I love it I 150 00:16:18,800 --> 00:16:23,720 sleep on a tatami mat and then I also use a buckwheat pillow that has a cotton 151 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:30,720 like pillowcase and then a silk pillowcase over it so the buckwheat pillow 152 00:16:30,720 --> 00:16:36,800 is made of cotton like the actual pillow part and then the pillowcase is silk so 153 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:42,120 that's good and then I have a cotton blanket that I wear now I actually got 154 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:47,200 that this weekend the cotton blanket for bedtime and then just to the side of 155 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:54,200 that bed is my air purifier so I have an air purifier right next to my bed and 156 00:16:54,200 --> 00:17:02,960 then I also have like my metal straws in a cloth in like a cotton container and 157 00:17:02,960 --> 00:17:09,440 then I have like my notebook pen some stop like alarm like timers that I got 158 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:18,480 and then my tape like surgical tape or medical tape or whatever it's called for 159 00:17:18,480 --> 00:17:29,480 taping my mouth at night and what else is there I think that's it and then on the 160 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:37,400 fan I have a ceiling fan as well so I've got basically my fan my ceiling fan my 161 00:17:37,400 --> 00:17:42,600 air purifier and my alarm clock all making white noise so my room is perfect 162 00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:48,720 in that sense and then it's dark it's pitch black in there and it's like cooled so 163 00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:56,520 I've except for the fact that after a while of laying on my back my back gets 164 00:17:56,520 --> 00:18:00,920 like it starts to hurt so I'm gonna have to fix that I'll probably lay on a 165 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:06,320 blanket but other than that it's like the perfect room for meditating because 166 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:13,160 it's soundproof so I can't hear anything that happens outside of it so that's all 167 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:19,640 context so now let me explain my plan I bought the CD player and I bought the 168 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:23,360 headphones so I'm gonna I'm gonna keep all that stuff in my closet because I 169 00:18:23,360 --> 00:18:28,560 like to store all my stuff in my closet I don't like having stuff in my room so 170 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:33,120 I'm gonna keep that stuff in my closet and then I'm going to take it out when 171 00:18:33,120 --> 00:18:37,960 I'm ready and then when I do it I'm probably gonna lay out the cotton blanket 172 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:43,600 on the bed and then put my pillow my buckwheat pillow down and then lay on 173 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:48,960 top of the cotton blanket on top of my mat and then lay on my pillow so that 174 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:54,080 will be comfortable and I'm just gonna put the headphones on pop in the CD and 175 00:18:54,080 --> 00:19:01,960 start listening to the tape and just lay down on my back and then just be 176 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:08,520 extrude like completely motionless so that's basically what I'm planning on 177 00:19:08,520 --> 00:19:15,760 doing and the CD won't come for like eight days eight or nine days it won't 178 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:23,840 actually know like six till around six to eight days six to eight days it won't 179 00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:33,760 come till which is fine I'll wait I'm excited though and this first phase like 180 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:41,760 that you can look it up look up wave one what is it called wave one gateway 181 00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:49,520 experience CD and then read that description it's on hemisync 182 00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:54,640 hemisync or something like that that's from hemisync and then read the 183 00:19:54,640 --> 00:19:59,600 description it's like basically teaching you all the basics and getting into 184 00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:08,000 focus 10 so depending on how long it is like if it's an hour long I'll definitely 185 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:18,600 do it before before school at like six in the morning but if it's longer I'm 186 00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:23,280 definitely gonna do it over the weekend I'm gonna like set out time to do it 187 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,920 because this is definitely something that I want to do like legitimately I 188 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:32,560 spent like 200 bucks buying all the gear for it there's only like a hundred 189 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:38,600 fifty or a hundred sixty or seventy around there but I'm definitely getting 190 00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:43,440 into it and that's only wave one and I predict that I'll be able to outgrow 191 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:50,160 wave one fairly quickly like within the week or two weeks so I'll definitely buy 192 00:20:50,160 --> 00:21:01,800 wave two once I feel I'm ready for the next step but I'm definitely I'm definitely 193 00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:08,880 gonna be doing it on the weekends but I might try and figure out how I can do it 194 00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:16,640 before school I'm probably gonna do it before school because I've been studying 195 00:21:16,640 --> 00:21:22,640 before school reading trans surfing but maybe every other day I'll study and then 196 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:27,400 every other day I'll read or what am I saying one day I'll study and then the 197 00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:32,280 next day I'll meditate maybe I'll do like an alternating thing I don't know 198 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:38,240 we'll see but I think this stuff may help increase my energy like my focus 199 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:45,400 levels as well that's another thing I found that I'm not able to focus that 200 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:55,280 well especially if like I'm not able to focus as well as I think I should be 201 00:21:55,280 --> 00:22:02,000 while I'm like studying my transfer thing while I'm studying the book and so what 202 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:07,120 I think I'm gonna be doing is well I have been working on this but I kind of I 203 00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:13,920 kind of lost a lot of progress over the weekend but I'm definitely gonna be 204 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:19,360 focusing on a lot over the next following weeks to months is my breathing 205 00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:27,520 because I predict that my energy and my focus levels my attention is not to where 206 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:33,880 it should be simply because my breathing is not proper like my breathing is how 207 00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:40,440 most people breathe which is not good but before all this modern stuff happened 208 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:45,760 like before that 1800s during the Industrial Revolution we were all 209 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:53,720 breathing like it practically perfectly and so but since all this modern day 210 00:22:53,720 --> 00:23:01,000 stuff actually maybe it was even before I don't know but when we were hunter 211 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:07,240 gathers like when we were still living in the prairies hunting our animal 212 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:14,160 hunting our food like thousands of years ago our breath our breathing was 213 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:20,680 perfect and I remember hearing this quote where I don't know the quote but it 214 00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:26,640 went something like this imagine I'm gonna just explain you the context 215 00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:34,400 imagine you're living the life of a hunter gatherer so imagine you're living 216 00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:41,640 the life of a human 10,000 years ago and you're standing in the middle of nature 217 00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:51,280 in the middle of like a prairie like a grass field and your breath is like 218 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:57,800 silent your breath your breathing is not even noticeable that's how efficient of 219 00:23:57,800 --> 00:24:03,560 your breathers we're supposed to be it's not even noticeable and I know that you 220 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:09,120 guys can hear my breathing throughout my podcast sorry about that by the way but 221 00:24:09,120 --> 00:24:14,120 hopefully it's definitely gonna be getting better over the following weeks or 222 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:20,200 months but I want to go back to that prairie visualization imagine you're a 223 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:25,280 human living 10,000 years ago you're just standing in the middle of a grasslands 224 00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:31,600 your breathing is absolutely calm you're just standing there you're extremely 225 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:38,520 present in the moment you feel the wind on your back you feel you have no shirt 226 00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:47,360 on you feel all of the little hairs on your back swaying back and forth from 227 00:24:47,360 --> 00:24:54,600 the gusts of the wind and you feel your hair flowing around you can feel the 228 00:24:54,600 --> 00:25:02,600 sun shining on you it's not too hot it's not too cold you're extremely present 229 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:09,400 in the moment you're very calm and comfortable you're just present you're 230 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:15,520 just being there now that serenity like that I don't know if this means that but 231 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:23,240 that serenity and bliss like that enlightened feeling that calmness that 232 00:25:23,240 --> 00:25:29,560 all of the feelings that that human being 10,000 years ago was feeling is what 233 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:37,200 we're supposed to be at but if you were to place a modern human anyone even me if 234 00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:41,360 you're to place anyone in that same environment there would be anxious 235 00:25:41,360 --> 00:25:49,240 uneasy their breathing would be uneven they would be over breathing they would 236 00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:56,360 be they wouldn't be able to enjoy the moment as well as the hunter-gatherer 237 00:25:56,360 --> 00:26:04,040 does they wouldn't be able to feel as high energy levels like that hunter-gatherer 238 00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:10,440 has extremely high energy levels for many reasons but one of the big reasons is 239 00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:17,720 their breathing and they also wouldn't have as good focus their focus would be 240 00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:25,280 scattered for many reasons like TikTok Instagram all the internet stuff but one 241 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:33,360 big reason is their breath breathing I'm fairly certain that breathing enhances 242 00:26:33,360 --> 00:26:42,800 your focus so that human 10,000 years ago will be able to hold their focus hold 243 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:48,560 their attention on one thing for a very long time and their focus intensity will 244 00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:55,640 be very high but a modern human will not that would be an interesting 245 00:26:55,640 --> 00:27:01,560 comparison if you're able to time travel take like the average human being from 246 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:09,760 today and send them back in time or even yeah send them back in time and just 247 00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:17,000 compare to the two or even take the average human being from 10,000 years 248 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:23,040 ago and bring them forward and just compare that human to what we've become 249 00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:34,080 what we've grown into I think the differences will be disturbing and like 250 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:41,760 I'm not above this like I am a product of society as well but I'm working towards 251 00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:46,040 changing it and I will change it I will revert back to what we're supposed to be 252 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:51,760 at it's just a slow long and slow process slowly but surely and breath is one of 253 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:58,480 the steps along the way your breathing is so important it's so crucial so vital 254 00:28:01,360 --> 00:28:11,040 that is that big that is just so I'm just thinking about that gateway 255 00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:19,280 experience I'm so excited to get into that that's like I'm very excited for it 256 00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:25,560 and if you guys are interested in it too I recommend reading transfer from first 257 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:32,320 to be honest because all this stuff that I learned in the CIA document I'm still 258 00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:36,640 having a hard time like I want to believe it and I think that I believe it 259 00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:42,440 like I'm like oh yes let's do this but I have a feeling that deep down in my mind 260 00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:48,760 like deep down my mind thinks that it's not real that's what it believes it 261 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:53,400 actually believes that it's not real it knows that it's not real so I simply 262 00:28:53,400 --> 00:29:00,560 just have to do it and give it proof that it's where it works and it's real and 263 00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:06,480 that's just but I feel like if I were to read that CIA document one year ago from 264 00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:11,520 like one year ago today it I would have gotten a completely different reaction I 265 00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:17,600 would have just I probably wouldn't have even finished it the article but if I 266 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:21,280 did finish it I probably would have just dismissed it all because it was so far 267 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:26,600 outside of my worldview but once I started reading Transurfing like once I 268 00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:33,720 read Transurfing then like my worldview got completely like shattered and it 269 00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:38,080 just completely changed and then once I started studying it the second time 270 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:42,840 through it started changing even more and so now I've gotten to the point where I 271 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:50,320 can actually begin to accept that document and all the things that it has 272 00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:58,000 to say and it definitely helps that it's the CIA that like published it because 273 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:03,320 the CIA to me is an extremely credible source especially since it was 274 00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:09,040 classified at one point like they were trying to hide it from the public so it 275 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:14,120 all just makes sense I mean it doesn't make sense to me like a lot of this stuff 276 00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:19,480 I cannot even understand oh excuse me a lot of this stuff I can't even understand 277 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:27,760 but I definitely plan on rereading it eventually but I'm very excited to learn 278 00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:31,720 all this stuff I'm starting to discover the truth like I'm starting to unveil 279 00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:40,960 the truth and I know that I started reading less than a year ago like maybe 280 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:46,480 like I started reading in September of last year but towards the end of 281 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:53,000 September I'm pretty sure that's when I started maybe September or October but 282 00:30:53,000 --> 00:31:00,240 now it's let's just say it's been a year so I've been reading for one whole year 283 00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:06,320 only one year and my mind has changed so much and a lot of the books that I read 284 00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:12,640 this year I wouldn't have gone back and read again like there are some books that 285 00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:19,920 I did not I should I probably would have been better off reading something else I 286 00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:26,360 definitely would have been better off reading something else but I'm glad I 287 00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:30,360 read it because it took all those books to get to the right books and now I've 288 00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:38,240 gotten to the right books and I've got like multiple years worth of books in 289 00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:44,640 line so I'm definitely gonna keep busy and I'm sure I'll find more books and 290 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:50,000 I'll discover more books along the way it's only been one year and it's only 291 00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:58,360 been like six months less than six months since I got Transurfing like on I 292 00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:03,160 bought Transurfing on Amazon and I'm pretty sure like they have a print on 293 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:09,240 demand thing so I bought it and then they printed it so and on the back cover 294 00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:14,360 there's like a barcode and it says the date it was printed and it was like March 295 00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:20,480 17th or something so it's been less than six months and today is no today is 296 00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:29,160 September 5th it's only been six months like it's been less than half a year 297 00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:35,000 since I started actually changing my worldview with Transurfing only six 298 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:41,720 months and I've made so much progress I'm actually starting to believe in like 299 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:48,720 out-of-body experiences and all this stuff so imagine the progress I can make 300 00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:58,120 in six months especially since I've only got one two three I've only got three 301 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:03,800 months left of school that is insane I've got October November and December 302 00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:08,120 because I graduate in December so I've got a little over three months left of 303 00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:14,120 school and then I'm done for school forever I'm done with school forever in 304 00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:21,680 three months that is extremely inspirational and motivating for me 305 00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:25,120 let me get some water 306 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:42,040 so I've been lifting for a little over two years now but I like to consider when 307 00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:46,440 I when I was asked when I started self-improvement I didn't really know 308 00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:50,680 the answer but after a couple days like this was a couple months ago when this 309 00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:58,640 happened but after a couple days of reflection I decided that the day where 310 00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:05,720 I actually started self-improvement was when I've read my first self-improvement 311 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:12,160 book now for some context I had been lifting for a year at that point this 312 00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:18,880 was let's just say September 20th let's just I don't know the actual day but I 313 00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:25,120 know the month and it was towards the end of September last year of 2022 so for 314 00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:29,680 context at that point I was watching self-improvement YouTube videos for quite 315 00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:42,120 some time Hamza some other people and then I was also lifting and I'm pretty 316 00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:46,720 sure that's about it I was like taking cold showers as well sometimes I wasn't 317 00:34:46,720 --> 00:34:51,400 very disciplined but I was doing a lot of self-improvement stuff but I don't think 318 00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:56,040 that I actually started self-improvement and I was meditating as well I think but 319 00:34:56,040 --> 00:35:02,280 I don't think that I actually started self-improvement until like until I 320 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:06,800 actually started for real until I got my I read my first book which was the 321 00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:11,720 oxygen advantage I didn't even apply most of that stuff I just the only thing I 322 00:35:11,720 --> 00:35:19,360 applied was nose breathing that's pretty much it but then I read a different 323 00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:25,680 book called how to break up with your phone didn't apply that but I didn't 324 00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:30,520 apply the stuff in the book but I like took the concepts and changed it and 325 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:39,040 actually started slowly started to break up with my phone and then I read a 326 00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:42,840 different book I forgot what the next book I read was but I just kept on 327 00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:47,640 reading more and more and more and I just kept on learning so much until 328 00:35:47,640 --> 00:35:56,160 eventually like I just started buying the books and then I started a collection 329 00:35:56,160 --> 00:36:04,680 in my closet have so much books a lot of them I haven't even read but once I 330 00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:10,520 started reading that's when I actually started to grow and then once I'm 331 00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:16,160 actually found a friend who is on a similar path on self-improvement that's 332 00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:25,560 when I started to grow exponentially and I'm enjoying the benefits of it all and 333 00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:29,480 what I'm trying to say is it took me a year to get to this point of learning 334 00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:35,440 and I've only been learning about business and actually focusing on 335 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:42,640 building a business for less than three months like maybe two months actually 336 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:54,840 let's just say two months it's only been and I'm on episode 48 of my podcast but 337 00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:58,400 all what I'm trying to say is none of this stuff happens right away and that's 338 00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:02,520 what I've come to terms with this stuff is not gonna happen right away it's not 339 00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:07,360 gonna happen overnight but it will happen and that's what I keep reminding 340 00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:13,200 myself about me fixing my breathing like it's not gonna happen overnight every 341 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:19,840 single morning I track my bolt score it was at 19 seconds like last Thursday and 342 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:25,120 I I didn't focus on my breath at all over the weekend and it dropped down to 10 343 00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:32,080 seconds this morning so I basically lost all my progress in my breathing from one 344 00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:37,600 weekend but my intention is still strong and I know that eventually I'll get 345 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:44,680 there it's just a little hump in the road and with my reading with learning 346 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:48,640 all of this stuff I'm trying to just consume all of the all of the 347 00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:55,200 trans surfing all of the stuff on that reading list it's not gonna happen overnight 348 00:37:55,200 --> 00:38:02,280 but I will get there it will happen it won't happen in one day but it will happen 349 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:06,240 in one month it won't happen in one month but it will happen in one year that's 350 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:14,800 like the difference between one day and one day times seven is crazy like if you 351 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:20,920 were to look back if you're on self-improvement and you just look back 352 00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:26,080 on the day you made no progress but if you stack that day seven times and you 353 00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:31,920 look back on the week oh you made a little progress but then once you stack 354 00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:36,920 it like 30 times and you look back on the month oh wow that's a lot of progress 355 00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:44,160 like I was looking back on my journal and I realized that I made so much 356 00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:49,840 progress simply just in the last month and then when the big things start 357 00:38:49,840 --> 00:39:02,400 happening three months ago I was still like scrubbing my body with estrogenic 358 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:09,680 soap my testosterone was low I hadn't even focused on my testosterone now my 359 00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:14,840 test is like super like way higher I already know that it's way higher I cut 360 00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:22,360 out all of like most of the estrogenics in my life and I'm enjoying the benefits 361 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:27,800 of that I'm actually getting a test I'm gonna take a test on my birthday which 362 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:33,720 is in 12 days so it won't it probably won't come back until later so on episode 363 00:39:33,720 --> 00:39:41,520 60 or 61 whatever I'll around that time I'll take my test the test 364 00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:48,640 testosterone test and then I'll send it in and then it may take a week or two so 365 00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:57,840 you probably by around episode 70 or 75 I will definitely have results for my test 366 00:39:57,840 --> 00:40:05,840 testosterone and then that was three months ago now let's look back at six 367 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:11,440 months ago I hadn't even read Transurfing yet six months ago I was 368 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:18,440 still watching YouTube six months ago my brain was scattered my test was low I 369 00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:26,200 was jacked but not as jacked I like I wasn't tan because it was the winter 370 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:31,880 time like so many things were bad I wasn't healthy like I wasn't eating 371 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:37,360 healthy I was still I was eating healthy but not healthy if that makes sense I 372 00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:42,640 was eating like chicken and rice but I was smothering my chicken and barbecue 373 00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:56,960 sauce that had like 20 grams of sugar and I was eating seed oils and then when 374 00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:03,120 you look back one year ago I hadn't even read any books I didn't know anything I 375 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:12,800 was still I think I was still going to college and then like you can just keep 376 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:20,120 going further and further back two years ago I never even lifted the weight I was 377 00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:26,160 skinny and that was just two years I remember like two years ago when I was 378 00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:32,080 first like I think I was watching TikTok and self-improvement I was watching a lot 379 00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:37,760 of self-improvement stuff on TikTok for many years like even during COVID which 380 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:43,200 was like the lockdown like 2020 like three years ago more than three years ago I 381 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:47,480 think I was watching self-improvement stuff like I've been watching self-improvement 382 00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:52,480 stuff for a long time I just didn't take action until like a year ago or two years 383 00:41:52,480 --> 00:42:02,880 ago or whenever and like I remember in the beginning when I was looking at the 384 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:09,640 videos and I remember like I think it was Hamza that said this he was like I 385 00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:16,880 locked in for like three years and that's it just three years and I was on 386 00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:21,340 self-improvement for three years or he like locked in on his business his 387 00:42:21,340 --> 00:42:27,400 lifting and he basically got everything he wanted in life for in three years now 388 00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:33,880 I've been locked in for one year is when I started reading but ever like ever 389 00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:38,760 since one year ago that's when I actually started to lock in but slowly but 390 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:42,120 surely I started locking in more and more and more until now I've like been 391 00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:49,480 locked in and I'm sure in three months from now I'll be even more locked in but 392 00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:54,640 what I mean by that is like I don't watch I don't watch YouTube anymore I'm 393 00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:59,720 doing all of my I'm hitting my routine every single day I'm lifting 394 00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:06,120 consistently I mean I've been lifting consistently since I started but like 395 00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:11,160 I'm just doing everything that needs to be done every single day I am locked in 396 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:16,960 but to the point where I will get what I want eventually and he said it took him 397 00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:20,360 like three years I don't know the actual number but I'm just saying three years 398 00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:27,480 for example three years until if you're locked in for three years that's when you 399 00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:31,240 get everything and I was thinking like three years there's no way I'm gonna do 400 00:43:31,240 --> 00:43:35,800 that like I'm not gonna be locked in I'm just gonna go my own pace slow and 401 00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:40,520 steady and then slowly but surely I started adding more and more things and 402 00:43:40,520 --> 00:43:45,560 then slowly but surely actually started to get more and more locked in until 403 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:52,520 eventually I actually got to like locked in phase and then that was nothing 404 00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:57,760 compared to where I'm at now so now I'm even more locked in so the point is don't 405 00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:04,480 like like I never dropped everything over one day it took like a year of build 406 00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:11,360 up to get to where I am and if I were to start over first before I would start 407 00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:16,080 over I would write down everything I would figure out the most optimal order 408 00:44:16,080 --> 00:44:21,120 and then I would just start when I would start out if I had to start over I 409 00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:27,680 would just just slowly but surely cut out many things add more things slowly 410 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:34,000 but surely start lifting drinking more water fixing my diet slowly but surely 411 00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:41,200 cut out my phone start learning reading books start meditating clear my mind all 412 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:49,800 of this stuff it's also a process but one year ago like one year just happened 413 00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:58,600 like that just like boom instantly while you're in it present it seems like 414 00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:04,000 it's going slow when you want results quick but if you just look back one 415 00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:09,920 year ago like if I just I remember one year ago today I was having like 416 00:45:09,920 --> 00:45:16,520 flashbacks of like one year ago when I was sitting in class and I was having 417 00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:21,040 woken up at like five in the morning just gone to the gym sitting in first 418 00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:28,040 period and then I remember like I was having flashbacks comparing that to now 419 00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:33,640 now I'm still waking up at I'm waking up at four in the morning but instead of 420 00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:37,360 going to the gym I'm studying and then I'm going to school and then going to the 421 00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:44,520 gym after and I have a half day at school it's all just it's all just slow 422 00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:52,840 and steady incremental improvements and that's why I'm treating like business 423 00:45:52,840 --> 00:45:58,920 the same way I know I'm not gonna make a million dollars literally overnight I'll 424 00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:04,640 make a thousand dollars in week one or I'm just giving the example it's been 425 00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:08,440 like two months and I haven't made any money but I'll make a thousand dollars 426 00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:13,440 week one ten thousand dollars week two and then like a five thousand dollars 427 00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:17,600 week three and then I'll make twenty thousand week four like it's gonna happen 428 00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:23,120 but it's not gonna be right away and then eventually after like three years I'll 429 00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:31,040 be making millions like the three years marker it's only been one year it's only 430 00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:37,760 been six months since I started reading Transurfing my life is so different now 431 00:46:37,760 --> 00:46:42,480 so I'm lately I've been thinking like I just want to read all these books right 432 00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:48,600 now I try to rush everything but I know that it's what happens on the day-to-day 433 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:58,040 that really matters like I I studied Transurfing on the day-to-day that's 434 00:46:58,040 --> 00:47:03,120 when it made the impact like one day of studying does not do anything but one 435 00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:09,840 day of studying over the course of like three months that's a big difference like 436 00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:16,440 I studied Transurfing for like two months now I think one or two months for 437 00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:22,760 the second read through and my worldview is definitely shifted even though I'm 438 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:26,320 reading the same exact thing I'm just rereading it and studying it writing 439 00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:32,080 notes talking about all my podcast which I'm definitely gonna be making another 440 00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:36,800 Transurfing principles episodes sometime soon I'm gonna double up the episode 441 00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:43,080 because not this weekend but next weekend I'm going out of town again to go to 442 00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:51,120 where am I going I'm going to my sister's college for family weekend so I'm 443 00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:59,360 going there and I won't be able to record that day so I'll I'll have to have 444 00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:05,040 like another episode scheduled so I'm definitely gonna do what I did last time 445 00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:10,400 again and have another Transurfing principles which I might have to make 446 00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:14,560 two again because it's been a while since I did the last Transurfing 447 00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:23,200 principles and I have a lot more notes so I might have to make multiple days but 448 00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:28,480 just find my me because I'll probably have to slowly start to add up more and 449 00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:38,920 more episode scheduled just in case I can't go I can't record in Florida I'm 450 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:46,000 planning on recording in Florida but I just want to I might end up scheduling 451 00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:51,880 more just in case because I'm going to Florida in like three weeks from now in 452 00:48:51,880 --> 00:49:01,920 like 20 days I'm going to Florida so I might not be able to record but I'm 453 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:08,360 definitely going to try but I'm going to but just in case I'm gonna I might 454 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:14,760 have some stuff scheduled that's pretty much where I'm at I'm probably not gonna 455 00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:20,960 check my analytics for a while because if I didn't check for like three weeks and 456 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:26,800 it only went up like a couple hundred downloads it's no point it's not worth 457 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:34,280 checking every day because checking my analytics on the podcast if I check 458 00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:39,920 every day and it's always around the same it's it's just demotivating and so I'm 459 00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:43,520 not trying to do that I'm trying to just focus on recording the podcast don't 460 00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:48,400 worry about the numbers because like I said a couple episodes back maybe 461 00:49:48,400 --> 00:49:55,040 yesterday I said this I think it was yesterday actually yesterday I said 462 00:49:55,040 --> 00:50:02,480 Russell Brunson talked about how he was very grateful that he didn't check his 463 00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:08,800 analytics until three years after he like three years into his podcast so he 464 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:13,120 was recording and uploading consistently for three years and he never 465 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:18,040 checked the analytics and then three years after he checked it and then he was 466 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:22,960 very grateful because if he would have checked early on he would have been 467 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:31,760 demotivated because just he would have had nobody like he would have not had any 468 00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:38,000 progress but right now essentially I'm doing all this stuff for me like that's 469 00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:43,160 that's my motivator I'm doing it for me I'm right now I'm just trying to get the 470 00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:48,080 biggest number possible episodes wise or I'm just trying to track my progress so 471 00:50:48,080 --> 00:50:51,840 I can look back on and be like oh that's what happened and I'm also trying to do 472 00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:57,600 it because I know that this is a huge crucial path and a huge step towards 473 00:50:57,600 --> 00:51:02,920 achieving my goals achieve getting my dreams come true and recording the 474 00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:08,160 podcast the podcast is gonna be monumental in my business because if I 475 00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:13,200 can build a business around this podcast then I mean I'm home free from there 476 00:51:13,200 --> 00:51:20,240 like you like that's basically once this business once this podcast gets big 477 00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:25,960 then it will be for you guys but right now very few people are listening like 478 00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:33,320 less than 10 people per episode are listening maybe 20 but I own I have 479 00:51:33,320 --> 00:51:41,800 seven average rolling subscribers which is an RSS statistic thing RSS.com and 480 00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:45,680 so right now I'm basically doing it for me because there's not very many people 481 00:51:45,680 --> 00:51:51,480 listening but once the big numbers start rolling in then it will transfer to doing 482 00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:56,400 it for you guys like I'm still positioning myself to do it for you guys but 483 00:51:56,400 --> 00:52:00,680 I can't I physically like I simply can't comprehend doing it for people that 484 00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:04,680 aren't even listening you know I don't know if I'm explaining this properly but 485 00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:09,420 essentially nobody is listening and so I can't comprehend that people are 486 00:52:09,420 --> 00:52:14,760 listening like maybe yeah I'm doing it for people in the future but there's no 487 00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:21,600 one listening like there's there are people listening but there's no one there's not no one 488 00:52:21,600 --> 00:52:26,800 meaning not 10,000 people like 10,000 people are not listening and so I can't 489 00:52:26,800 --> 00:52:32,160 fit like comprehend doing it for people maybe I won't even be able to comprehend 490 00:52:32,160 --> 00:52:36,240 doing it for 10,000 people because I simply can't see them it's just a number 491 00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:42,040 on the screen maybe that's actually the case because there are seven people 492 00:52:42,040 --> 00:52:49,280 listening right now and I am saying that I'm not doing it for anyone but those 493 00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:58,120 seven people are real hello by the way yeah I don't know this is this is all 494 00:52:58,120 --> 00:53:05,840 just me mumbling away I'm just talking but I'm really looking forward to that 495 00:53:05,840 --> 00:53:16,920 CD coming in wave one I will definitely be talking to you guys about my progress 496 00:53:16,920 --> 00:53:40,640 but let me get some water I want to talk to you guys about the heart in the mind 497 00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:45,960 it's a term in Transurfing it's a thing it's the concept that I learned in 498 00:53:45,960 --> 00:53:50,160 Transurfing where everyone has a heart and a mind that everyone has a soul the 499 00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:55,600 soul and the heart are the same thing they're synonyms for each other and the 500 00:53:55,600 --> 00:53:59,120 heart and the mind if you can unify them then you can get whatever you want the 501 00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:07,480 world will help you achieve your goals and that was just conceptual in my brain 502 00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:13,200 up until a couple days ago when I read the CIA document on the analysis and 503 00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:19,200 assessment of the gateway process because in that document in the first like 504 00:54:19,200 --> 00:54:24,400 paragraph of the actual content it was called the paragraph was titled 505 00:54:24,400 --> 00:54:30,160 hypnosis and it was talking about how there are two hemispheres of the brain 506 00:54:30,160 --> 00:54:34,040 there there's a left brain and the right brain now I may be getting these mixed 507 00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:40,600 up but the left hemisphere of the brain is your logical your analytic side so I 508 00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:45,120 was like oh that's the mind that's that's the mind piece of the heart in the 509 00:54:45,120 --> 00:54:51,960 mind and then the right side is the emotional it knows things it feels 510 00:54:51,960 --> 00:54:58,400 things and then I was like oh that's the heart so then slowly as I was reading 511 00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:03,760 more and more for example you can basically put the left side to sleep and 512 00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:08,920 only speak directly to the right side and you can basically hypnotize someone 513 00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:14,880 like you can say that they have their left no their left leg is numb and you 514 00:55:14,880 --> 00:55:19,520 and they will their left leg will become numb because the right side the right 515 00:55:19,520 --> 00:55:24,560 brain believes everything like it takes everything literally and it believes 516 00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:29,880 everything that is it said to it because it trusts the left side of the brain 517 00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:36,560 because the left side is analytical and so all that stuff connected that the 518 00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:40,400 heart in the mind is a real thing I knew I was I wanted to believe that it was a 519 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:45,200 real thing and I was starting to believe it but that CIA document really pushed 520 00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:52,640 it forward to like it gave me scientific like information that oh the left side is 521 00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:58,360 your mind and your right side is the heart and let's go back to that hypnosis 522 00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:01,920 thing where you can basically put the left side to sleep and then speak 523 00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:07,200 directly to the right side you can you don't just like you you don't just have 524 00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:16,440 to do like oh your left leg is numb you can say you enjoy extreme focus like 525 00:56:16,440 --> 00:56:21,760 extremely good focus and extremely good memory and the brain will do what needs 526 00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:29,200 to be done to get that memory and the focus you will actually receive that so 527 00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:36,520 that is the hypnosis thing and that is just so like I was so wow that I was 528 00:56:36,520 --> 00:56:41,320 very surprised and shocked when I saw that because not necessarily some shocked 529 00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:47,200 but I was very excited because I made that connection to Transurfing and there 530 00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:51,500 was a lot of connections throughout that CIA document that I made with 531 00:56:51,500 --> 00:57:03,120 Transurfing a lot of that stuff goes hand-in-hand but I'm starting to uncover 532 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:08,720 the truth I don't know that much stuff right now but I'm slowly starting to 533 00:57:08,720 --> 00:57:13,920 uncover the truth and be able to learn and actually experience the other side 534 00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:20,240 right now I'm still in the matrix essentially I don't usually like to say 535 00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:27,120 that word but I really think that I'm in the matrix now like I thought that I was 536 00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:33,800 starting to escape it a couple like over the past year I'm still I'm I have been 537 00:57:33,800 --> 00:57:38,760 escaping it but I think that I still am in the matrix but I'm starting to swallow 538 00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:44,800 that red pill and I'm starting to learn all this new knowledge and learn all 539 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:53,960 this information that is just life in reality itself I know that there's a lot 540 00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:58,120 more to life that we've been led to believe I don't know what I don't know 541 00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:03,280 the secret but I know that I'll uncover it slowly but surely over the following 542 00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:14,000 months years I predict that I'll from one year from today even no I predict 543 00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:28,640 that by 2024 which is three months in three months from now I will have no it's 544 00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:33,320 actually a three and a half months three and a half months from now I will have 545 00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:41,480 discovered a lot and learned a lot because this month I'm going to finish 546 00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:46,680 Transurfing then once I get home from Florida I'm gonna be actually starting 547 00:58:46,680 --> 00:58:55,360 to study the reading list from the guy that awoke me to the reality that reality 548 00:58:55,360 --> 00:59:00,200 just isn't how I think it is and that there's a lot more so I'm going to be 549 00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:09,320 reading the reading list he suggested to uncover the secret and I will have 550 00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:17,160 definitely read like at least 10 of those books maybe not maybe at least if I if 551 00:59:17,160 --> 00:59:21,120 that reading method of one reading one book a day works I will definitely have 552 00:59:21,120 --> 00:59:26,280 read like half of that reading list maybe of like a fourth of the reading list 553 00:59:26,280 --> 00:59:32,960 and I'll definitely have uncovered a lot of the truth but if I decide to go and 554 00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:38,200 read normally how I normally do then I'll definitely have read like at least 555 00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:45,440 five or six of them of those books and you change after one book you change 556 00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:52,240 after two books so once I get five or six books in of the right books it's 557 00:59:52,240 --> 01:00:02,400 gonna be a game changer 2024 like is gonna be huge I locked in 2023 and I'm 558 01:00:02,400 --> 01:00:08,800 not even done with 2023 but I was running down my stats at the beginning of 559 01:00:08,800 --> 01:00:16,880 2023 like my weight how much income I made like just little stats and I 560 01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:25,080 definitely will have grown a lot on that stuff to wrap things up don't forget to 561 01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:28,720 download your favorite episodes and subscribe to the ascend momentum show 562 01:00:28,720 --> 01:00:36,200 but before you guys leave make sure to remember the Eagles